I don't know how to label pain.

[awesomesprout]

It's over.

Loren and Mariese are together.

I really just want to be alone for a while. I appreciate any sympathy given in advance and I apologize if I disappear for a while or don't talk to anyone.

The hardest part..... is having the one person who hurt you the most tell you they don't want you to go home.

I had to wait til he was asleep.

He wanted me to stay because he was worried about me driving home. I don't think he understood how much it was tearing me apart to lay there next to him while he slept knowing that it was the last time.

I told him I couldn't see him ever again. He told me he wasn't going to let me leave his life and walk away entirely. I'm too good of a friend.

I told him I didn't know if I still be his friend and that if things changed I'd let him know.

I feel like such a fool.

Comments

Yeah....

[(Anonymous)]

I'd feel pretty stupid too.

[27outs.livejournal.com]

fuck him - people don't get to hurt you and still be your friend. That's really Selfish on his part, and shows a pretty big disregard for your feelings.

[hailingechoes.livejournal.com]

What an interesting time for me to check up on how you have been, ay? Sorry things turned to your disfavor, madam. Perhaps though, that just means you won't be booked up with another guy when someone who is so fantastic you can't walk straight when you see them comes about.

How annoying...

[happynhip.livejournal.com]

Hey Jessica...I am getting annoyed for you.

Mr. Anonymous, it's obvious that Jessica is okay with your previous post so just reveal yourself already and stop playing games!

Gracias!

-Another P.V.H.S. grad, c/o 2001