I don't know how to label pain.

[awesomesprout]

It's over.

Loren and Mariese are together.

I really just want to be alone for a while. I appreciate any sympathy given in advance and I apologize if I disappear for a while or don't talk to anyone.

The hardest part..... is having the one person who hurt you the most tell you they don't want you to go home.

I had to wait til he was asleep.

He wanted me to stay because he was worried about me driving home. I don't think he understood how much it was tearing me apart to lay there next to him while he slept knowing that it was the last time.

I told him I couldn't see him ever again. He told me he wasn't going to let me leave his life and walk away entirely. I'm too good of a friend.

I told him I didn't know if I still be his friend and that if things changed I'd let him know.

I feel like such a fool.

Comments

Re: I'm not sure...

[thetrader.livejournal.com]

You're so dumb. How can you expect someone to just write about EVERYTHING that's going on in her life? People tend to write in their journals when they're in a bad mood or facing a tough dilemma, and usually don't write about the GOOD stuff going on, so hence you only THINK that Jessica's life is unstable because you read mostly "dilemma" posts.

Don't judge others until you know the WHOLE story, fucker.

Re: I'm not sure...

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

Jason hunny :) put the fangs n talons away... This person probably has little experience with LJ.

Though I totally agree with you on the content of my journal I don't think we should insult the person.

Thanks for stickin up for me :)