I don't know how to label pain.

[awesomesprout]

It's over.

Loren and Mariese are together.

I really just want to be alone for a while. I appreciate any sympathy given in advance and I apologize if I disappear for a while or don't talk to anyone.

The hardest part..... is having the one person who hurt you the most tell you they don't want you to go home.

I had to wait til he was asleep.

He wanted me to stay because he was worried about me driving home. I don't think he understood how much it was tearing me apart to lay there next to him while he slept knowing that it was the last time.

I told him I couldn't see him ever again. He told me he wasn't going to let me leave his life and walk away entirely. I'm too good of a friend.

I told him I didn't know if I still be his friend and that if things changed I'd let him know.

I feel like such a fool.

Comments

Re: I'm not sure...

[(Anonymous)]

i went to salesian and i am leaving it at that. goodbye.

Re: I'm not sure...

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

Well. That was... uhm. I don't know what that was. I'm sorry you don't feel like you can talk to me or whatever but you can still IM when you find your inner warrior. For now. Because of you. I'm turning off anonymous posting. And I traced your IP address so if I really wanted to find you. I could.

I still think you should just come out with it. Hell if you feel better. e-mail me and tell me.

Dragonreleasedwithen@yahoo.com

Peace.