awesomesprout

So in an effort to remove drama from my life in whatever fashion is necessary. I've had to make a decision to sacrifice something.

That something in my myspace.

I just deleted it.

And truthfully, I feel sooo much better :)

So back to livejournal I come a-runnin.

Woo :)

I want to thank everyone for their support in regards to my last post.. it meant a lot to me :)

So Mike and I have decided to give it another go.

We're still planning on working on our issues and doing the whole space thing.

But we're happy and we never really ended it on bad terms so we sort of just picked up where we left off.

So yay :)

Now comes the fun of dealing with the following in the next month.

Paying off all bills.

Putting in my notice to move out.

Packing

Selling crap.

Finding a place to live.

Moving.

Maintaining sanity.

Woot. :)

And just like that. I'm single.

He ended it because he said he wasn't over his ex and that he needed to work on himself.

That we could try again in the future.

And that we've been fighting a lot lately.

I feel like I've been kicked in the face with a steel-toed boot.

I love him.

Fucking love him.

Oh. And to top it all off. A couple days ago my roommates announced they're moving out. So in the same week, I'm basically forced to started looking for a place to live AND my relationship ends.

And because someone has already taken the day off. I can't take the day off tomorrow. So I'm forced to deal with all of this and keep a perky, cheery, and upbeat attitude at work tomorrow.

Why do I still have to be so madly in love with him?

Why does this have to hurt so bad?

Why do I feel like he's going to find someone else and that this was my only chance?

I feel horrible.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHANNA!!!!

So yesterday, my boyfriend of all of 2 weeks surprised me with a dozen long-stemmed roses delivered to my work :)

And then a lovely dinner and much game playing at Dave and Busters :)

I'm a happy sprout :)

Rockin in the streets to this funky beat...

:)

So I feel bad.

I've been totally neglectful of my friends and yet.. ( unless I've missed something ) they don't hate me for it.

And for that I'm grateful.

So this is me announcing I'm going to try harder to get back in the flow of being with my friends more often.

I whine that no one talks to me but it is a two way street and I could also make more of an effort.

So yes :)

If anyone is like.. Ew, Jessica. Seriously... Too late for an effort. Don't contact me.

Please let me know now so I don't make a total ass of myself :)

( I tried commenting directly on her LJ but I'm not a friend therefore, I can't comment. )

hey..

So I know we never talk. And don't ever hang out. But I wanted to say that I suck for overreacting over the comment you made in my Lj a while back and de-friending you and acting all stupid over it.

I see your life is good and I'm glad things are working out for you.

It was nice seeing people including you at the movie the other day.

So here is the pic of my new hair :)

So yah.

I suck. I REALLLLLLLLY need to clean my rabbit cage.

It's smelly, and like.... while the flies in my room are cute entertainment watching my cats trying to eat them.

The cage is icky.

:(

Where the crap have I been?

Good lord.

Well :) Work still continues sucking up my life day after day. But hey, that's true for everyone I suppose.

In the last couple months I have:

Become single.
Gone through 3 drastic hair changes. ( First, dyed it red, blonde, and black and redefined my layers, next, I touched up the dye and cut it shoulder length, then I cut it all off to how it is now )
Gotten another tattoo. ( The pin-up kitty girls for those of you who saw the pics, not anymore after that )
Made the choice to walk away from the girl I was in love with to get over her. Got over her. She got back together with her ex. And now we're cool again.
Had 2 threesomes.
Been involved in more lesbian drama than you would EVER want to be involved in. ( For me, that's any )
Seen a few movies.
Had my internet shut off for a period of time.
Made some cool friends.
Got my rabbit fixed.
Started taking Taiko at the SF Taiko Dojo and have already learned an intermediate song in about 3 or so weeks. Which equates to about 4 hours of learning.
And have become the person who is here before you.

Hi there. I'm Jessica :)

And on a good day. I look like a raging lesbian :)

My hair is now about 3 - 4 inches long and is the form of the ever so popular hairstyle known as a Feuxhawk.

I work a shitty schedule that causes me to lose contact with like.. um... EVERYONE. Except for the amazing people I work with.

Ever wonder why you rarely ever meet people who work for shelters? BECAUSE WE ARE ALWAYS WORKING AT THE SHELTER!! :) Or hanging out with other shelter people simply because they are either. A. Just that freaking awesome that 5 days a week straight just isn't enough! or B. They have similar schedules. In my case.. It's both :)

I work weds. - sun. I have Taiko Tuesday nights. And basically, I'm free mondays and tuesdays daytime. Or monday nights.

Also I'm free friday, saturday, or sunday evenings.

I hope all of you are doing extremely well. My internet was shut off for a few weeks so my communication which was already lacking became non-existant.

But it's back on and I'm going to try to catch up on LJ as much as my brain will allow.

So bear with me :)

I miss you all dearly and would love it if people would come to my work and visit, or heck.. Just give me a call! :)

Have a good con weekend and see ya'll later!

So today was Lopzilla's first romp around the house :)

He's slowly making the transition into a house rabbit.

He still needs to be neutered to avoid accidents around the house and aggression. But he and the cats are getting along nicely.

So I'm letting him run around for a little bit and then putting him back in his cage. But man oh man... I've never seen a happier bunny. :)

Dood.

Go watch the video for the song Soccer Practice by the artist Gay Pimp.

AWESOME! :)

Ok.. so the guy can't dance. But still awesome!

Here's a link....

Lemme know if it doesn't work.

http://www.ifilm.com/ifilmdetail/2459020?htv=12

HOLY MOTHER OF GOD!! SUNLIGHT!!! AND BLUE SKY!!!

I'M GONNA GO SEE THE FUCKING YANKEES PLAY TONIGHT!!!!

:: dancedancedancedancedance ::

Naked japanese girls doing taiko.

Oh. MY. God.

And the one girl with the dragon tattoo on her back...

Holy crap.

I think.... if I keep watching this video I'm never going to leave the house.

NSFW by the way...

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/56404/naked_japanese_stomp/

For something completely different.

Different would be me updating for a change. :)

Which is EXACTLY what I'm doing.

So work continues at a steady pace. We're a little understaffed because a couple of people have just left us. So yes. If anyone is interested.. THE OAKLAND SPCA IS HIRING!! :)

In other news... I recently got a bunny :) His name is Lopzilla. He's a black lop-eared bunny :) YAY :)

My life is pretty boring. I spend my days off doing laundry, hanging with my roommate, procrastinating on my responsibilities, etc.

My love life is non-existant. But whatever, people are drama.

I'm SUPPOSED to go to the A's/Yankees game tonight but the rain is being bitchy and threatening to cancel my fun.

So there's a good chance I'll start my Taiko classes tonight instead.

In conclusion.

I exist.

Ok so I'm still alive! :)

I'm planning on writing a real update tomorrow that includes mutterings about life, love, work, bottlefeeding 2 week old kittens every 3 hours for a night, etc. :)

Other than that. I will also be catching up majorly on LJ. So yes.

And if anyone wants to ever like.. hang out...

I am still around :)

I want to hold you close.
Skin pressed against me tight.
Lie still, close your eyes, girl.
So lovely, it feel so right.

I want to hold you close.
Soft breath, beating heart.
As I whisper in your ear,
I wanna fucking tear you apart....

- " Tear you apart " by She Wants Revenge.

Ok so I was at this new hang out spot of mine, chillen with some new lesbian friends I made. And we had a really funny moment... it goes a little something like this:

Me: So how old are you gonna be on Tuesday?

Her: How old do I look like I'm gonna be?

Me: :: thinks for a moment :: Uhmmmm... 29?!

Her: Try 39.

Me: NO SHIT?!

Her: No shit. I'm tellin' ya. Become a dyke and it takes 10 years off instantly.

Me: :: laughing hysterically ::

Wondering what I do all day?

Look here and see....( Clicky )

So not much going on with me...

Just work work work... :)

Also,

Here are some pics of my new tattoos.

Also pics of the finished product of my LAST tattoos.

And the new ones aren't uneven, I'm just leaning in the pic :)

Hope everyone is well!

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