" I'm dancin naked inside mah head... it's tellin me you're better off alone.. " - Nelly Furtado.

90mph on highway 24. Paul Oakenfold. Windows down. It was beautiful. But alas, short-lived.

So yes... I'm home... n stuff... returned the clothes my grandma bought for me at Lane Bryant but she bought them on credit so I had to get more clothes or else I'd have to come back with her credit card and yadda yadda yadda.. so I bought a shirt, skirt, and 3 bras. Woo. And you know what sucked the most about the whole thing? The fact that I started my monthly today so freaking I'm all bloated and so everything I tried on was like tight. Blah. Ah well... clothes are clothes. At least I have something I can wear to CAST sometime in character too...

So I feel like someone has a large dagger and they're stabbing me repeatedly in the lower gut. And then as the blade enters flesh they twist the blade in several directions. This continues for about 3-5 minutes and then it stops. As if my assailant is taking a break to watch me bleed. And then it starts back up again a little while later. Welcome the world of being a women and the wonderful things our bodies do to us! :: Whimpers ::

So I want to tell koga that I'm here for you... and I'm sorry shit's happenin. I know sometimes it feels like it's one thing after another and that life isn't going anywhere positive. But good things can and will happen. Heck, I met you didn't I? :) SO... just remember I'm here for you when you need me and sometimes you might feel better if you talk about things... I dunno... kronk out. Squeaken.

" Time flies, Time dies... " - One Song glory... Rent.

So yah.. I Got shit to do today.. so I figure I better do that so my grandma doesn't come home and yell me...

Right so anyways. Yah. Life is life. And that's about it.

So like... what now?

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You're Loki! The trickster god of the Norse you
aren't actually a god at all, but a giant. You
bring about Ragnarok through your increasingly
violent tricks and have a special affinity with
fire.


Which Norse God are You?
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How compatible with me are YOU?

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You know it's funny when drunk people speak their thoughts outloud they don't realize they've been talking for like 20 minutes non-stop.... hell they don't even realize they've been talking outloud....

Yah so like woo go me. I have an ultimadum now...

I have once again ( yes, I know, she likes to repeat herself ) 30 days to get a job and yadda yadda yadda or my shit's on the lawn and I'm homeless. Welp. Go me. That's life.

Yah know.. What's funny about this whole thing? I've lived here 2 weeks. Yah. That's right. 2 freakin weeks.

Week 1: Moved in, unpacked got settled

Week 2: Carted my cousin around and played tourist/chauffer because my grandma was working and no one else could do it.

So uhm. yah. I had a WHOLE HELL of a lot of time to do this whole change my life overnight thing... oh right.. overnight's not good enough... ( Yes... she is STILL talking. Like she just won't shut up...and it's funny cuz she's like.. I'm not gonna say anything else about this!! And then she'll keep talking for like 20 more minutes... good lord. ) So yah. Cuz I'm never gonna be good enough for her so I'm just gonna get my little lame-o office job...take over my computer payments and shut her ass up. I'm not fucking 15 anymore and I don't need her bullshit. So I'm only gonna take it for so long and then I'm out.

And yes... she's STILL talking...

Damn. Mebbe I should take up drinking beer... it's got like crack in it or something cuz she never has this much energy about anything except me being her verbal punching bag. Welp... Welcome to the world o' Jessica

And yes... she is STILL talking...

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She is still talking...

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she stopped talking. FINALLY!!!!

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:: screaming :: CAN SOME INTERNET LITERATE PERSON PLLLLLEASSEEEEE HELP MEEEE!!! For some reason my computer is fucking with certain writing on the internet. Like what I mean is this. It isn't recognizing bullets instead it's putting question marks where bullets should be. And it's making random parts of words and changing them to Korean fonts... please hellp meee!! My cousin recently did some work in korean.. and I've turned of recognizing korean fonts and I've cleared out ALL my cookies and it's still not working :: whimper :: HELP HELP HELP!!