" I'm dancin naked inside mah head... it's tellin me you're better off alone.. " - Nelly Furtado.

[awesomesprout]

90mph on highway 24. Paul Oakenfold. Windows down. It was beautiful. But alas, short-lived.

So yes... I'm home... n stuff... returned the clothes my grandma bought for me at Lane Bryant but she bought them on credit so I had to get more clothes or else I'd have to come back with her credit card and yadda yadda yadda.. so I bought a shirt, skirt, and 3 bras. Woo. And you know what sucked the most about the whole thing? The fact that I started my monthly today so freaking I'm all bloated and so everything I tried on was like tight. Blah. Ah well... clothes are clothes. At least I have something I can wear to CAST sometime in character too...

So I feel like someone has a large dagger and they're stabbing me repeatedly in the lower gut. And then as the blade enters flesh they twist the blade in several directions. This continues for about 3-5 minutes and then it stops. As if my assailant is taking a break to watch me bleed. And then it starts back up again a little while later. Welcome the world of being a women and the wonderful things our bodies do to us! :: Whimpers ::

So I want to tell koga that I'm here for you... and I'm sorry shit's happenin. I know sometimes it feels like it's one thing after another and that life isn't going anywhere positive. But good things can and will happen. Heck, I met you didn't I? :) SO... just remember I'm here for you when you need me and sometimes you might feel better if you talk about things... I dunno... kronk out. Squeaken.

" Time flies, Time dies... " - One Song glory... Rent.

So yah.. I Got shit to do today.. so I figure I better do that so my grandma doesn't come home and yell me...

Right so anyways. Yah. Life is life. And that's about it.

So like... what now?