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[awesomesprout]

It feels like everytime I'm feeling getting somewhere in my life where I could possibly be happy. Something always comes along and stops it.

This time it's with my new job.

Not a job. A career.

I found out today that this is something that I could be fucking great at. This is something that I was born to do. A natural talent that I posess.

And now, I may not be able to continue. The fate lays in the hands of my grandma and the conversation I'm going to have with her tonight.

I have to pay for the training I'm going to receive. And it isn't cheap. It will all be refunded after I've been at the dealer for 90 days.

Fuck.

All I keep doing is crying.

Frustrating makes me break easily.

Comments

[britgeekgrrl.livejournal.com]

How much is the training?

And does this mean you don't get a penny of salary until it's completed? If so, I think you might want to apply to a few other sales jobs, if sales resonates for you. Starving you for 90 days and making you pay for it is NOT a good thing to be doing.

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

no I start getting money the first day after training which would be like.. monday if that's the dayI happen to start...

[britgeekgrrl.livejournal.com]

Ahh, okay. Well, that's marginally better then - and at least they *will* refund it to you. Did you manage to work things out with your grandma?