" You do something to me, that I... can't explain.. "

[awesomesprout]

" So would I be out of line.. if I said... I miss you... " - Incubus

So yes :) I think i'll do an actual update today..

So yesterday I had the day off which was happy :) So I went and ran some errands I needed to take care of... which basically consisted of sleeping until 3pm... showering.. dressing.. eating... going to my psychiatry appointment...ok let's talk about that first...

So I've decided to slowly but surely taper off of my prescription of Effexor XR. I've been on it for about a year now and due to my stopping of the sbc job I won't have benefits for a few months so I won't be able to afford the actual price of the drug... also.. I'm kinda tired of feeling like.. Ok.. so yah.. things have gone great but how much of that is the medicine and how much of that is me actually fixing myself? My psychiatrist said that he's a little disappointed I can't stay on it.. he says that 3 years would be optimal. I'm like oh my god. That's like forever... So I'm gonna try it and see how things go. I can't have caffeine, alcohol, drugs, or anything while I'm tapering because that could send me for a crazy loop and I could have a bad reaction... so yes.. I must do all my partying before I stop or after I'm totally off and doing well :) hehe...

After my psych appointment I went to my grandma's and had dinner and hung out there.... after that I went to target to get a few items and went to the bookstore to see if they had somethings I wanted to get for < insert mystery man's name here > birthday presents :) heh :) They had it but I didn't have any money on me so I decided to go back tomorrow... I wanted to make sure mystery man ( ok MM for short ) would enjoy his gifts so I called him up and to my pleasant surprise he answered! : ) Yay :) So I talked to him for a minute and made a joke about coming over and he said I could... I was like :: jaw drop :: OH my god! Really? YAY! :) MM time! :) So I told him I'd drop my stuff of at home and be over... Since I had to work at 5am the following day I'd already decided I wasn't gonna sleep and just leave his place at like 4:30am and go to work..

So I went and got some food and drove over there... of course.. it's all up in the berkeley hills so like there's no streetlight where I parked.. it was scary as all hell... so I got there and we chilled for a while... watched some movies and hung out... he decided he wanted to go to bed at like 2 so we took a 2 hour nap.... Oh my god!! I was about to shoot his alarm clock!! I like shot awake at 4 and almost had a heartattack.. it was scary... so then I went back to sleep for like 20 minutes and got up and left...

So I got to work and was in like zombie, staring at the wall mode, for like 5 hours... oh man... such a crappy shift.. I'm soooo bringing a book tomorrow... Yah.. that's right... I work 5 am tomorrow and the next day.. Ooo man. Fun! :0 )

So I got off at 10am and came home... ate a little bit and watched some t.v.... so I got in bed and thought I wouldn't be able to sleep but I swear like 5 minutes later I was passed the fuck out! :) haha... I was sooo tired... so I got up at like 3:30...

Then I went and ran some much needed to be done errands all day.... and I then got some subway sammiches and came home and ate with my roommate... afterwards I wrapped MM's bday presents... soo yes :) Now I'm just hanging out.. I'll prolly take a nap and get ready for work tomorrow... man o man... :) hehe :) See ya'll latas!

Comments

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[(Anonymous)]

Well i see you are doing well, I am glad you are lucky to found yourself a MM I hope all goes well with you. Please becareful about your Effexor ok ............ miss ya

[nikolovikis.livejournal.com]

Incubus - bad muusic = i still think u r cool

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

Oh... oh yah!! :) Well what do YOU consider to be GOOD music then mr. nick? :0o hehe.... but hey... I'm glad I'm still cool.. I was a little worried there ;)