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awesomesprout ([personal profile] awesomesprout) wrote2009-12-04 12:13 am
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Just when I feel like I'm ok. Just when I feel like I can accept things.

I realize I can't. I realize I'm kidding myself.

And I start crying again.

I feel selfish for missing you so much when I know I should have been there more or done more.

Pictures and memories keep reminding me that everything is real.

And I just feel alone.