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Just when I feel like I'm ok. Just when I feel like I can accept things.
I realize I can't. I realize I'm kidding myself.
And I start crying again.
I feel selfish for missing you so much when I know I should have been there more or done more.
Pictures and memories keep reminding me that everything is real.
And I just feel alone.
I realize I can't. I realize I'm kidding myself.
And I start crying again.
I feel selfish for missing you so much when I know I should have been there more or done more.
Pictures and memories keep reminding me that everything is real.
And I just feel alone.
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Date: 2009-12-04 04:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-12-04 06:05 pm (UTC)