Well then.

[awesomesprout]

Hey Mike.

I doubt you'll ever read this.

But thank you for not responding to my last e-mail last night. I want to thank you for reaffirming everything that I already thought about you to be true.

So as it stands. You haven't changed. You don't ever want to deal with anything. And you really... really don't give a shit about me, how I feel, or anything for that matter that doesn't directly make your already perfect existence, better.

So I hope you have a fabulous birthday and I wish you luck for the rest of your life.

The items you asked about will be taken care of shortly. And you kind of just made me wake up a little bit. So I think this whole moving on process will be that much faster and easier.

And from this moment on, I swear to make it my mission to be the most fucking AMAZING visual fx artist and animator you have EVER known.

Thank you again.

- Jessica

Comments

[silverstorm2013.livejournal.com]

Sigh, why did you even bother to email him. you know he is just drama waiting to happen.

Just leave him and his whore alone and move on. please stop hurting your self, he's not worth it.

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

See that's the thing. I understand that now. And I'm not hurting myself.

He e-mailed me first. I e-mailed him back. He asked me a question. I answered, honestly. And he didn't respond. And it was kind of a slap in the face.

So lesson learned.

[aboutagirl777.livejournal.com]

That dickless waffle face baited you!

[dicedork.livejournal.com]

How many times do you need to reaffirm it before you stop exposing yourself to his bullshit?

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

This was the last time.

I actually... feel different now.

Like I'm really done but on a deeper level.

If that makes sense.

[dicedork.livejournal.com]

Not really Jess. I love you, but this is about Mike's fiftieth or so last chance from reading your LJ.

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

:: nod :: yah... i know. :(

[vacantseas.livejournal.com]

bah! i am going to break your fingers so you are unable to email! :)

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

noooo I need my fingers to beat the greatest vfx artists and animator ever! ( that way I can get way more awesome jobs!bwahahahha! )

plus.. how am I gonna please the... laydeezz... without fingers? :)

[vacantseas.livejournal.com]

ahaha, i like that you said ladies instead of menz!

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

yah well... we all know where my priorities are don't we :) boys are smelly.

[aboutagirl777.livejournal.com]

"plus.. how am I gonna please the... laydeezz... without fingers? :)"

a really nice vibrator? rofl

Why do you feel the need to prove *anything* to him?

[aboutagirl777.livejournal.com]

I've noticed us girls have a habit of doing that, and it bothers me.

They're exes for a reason.

We are wonderful regardless of whether we are visual fx artists or Starbucks Baristas.

Make yourself the best visual fx artist for YOU. Noone else.

And if he can't see that you are a kick ass artist, then he's a fucking idiot.

Actually, regardless, he's a fucking idiot.

[moonlightgdess.livejournal.com]

If he had any decency, he should've stopped emailing a long time ago, instead of sending stupid little messages asking where he dishes are, or sighing in email when no one really cares how depressed he is and horrible his life of not working, not paying rent, and having a free ride through a top notch school must be. What he needs to do is just be honest, and admit he really just wants to lure you into paying attention to him because he's so insecure that he has to have everyone liking him. I used to be that way... then I matured and realized that instead of trying to please everyone, I was just going to be myself. If they liked me, sweet, if not, their loss.

And don't do school for him. Because really, when you graduate.... he's not going to be there anyway. Hell, at this rate, you may even graduate before him.