So now what.....

[awesomesprout]

First off I wanna thank Ethan and Trisha for comin over last night and staying today.. it was really nice to have people around and thanks for helping me move stuff guys! I owe ya'll one :) So now... it's quiet again... I'm cleaning like I'm supposed to be... but now that there's nothing distracting me I'm worried again.. how I'm gonna pay my rent that's due no later than monday? how I'm gonna pay my deposit due next saturday.. how... and it really doesn't help that allen's being a butt... but whatever... there's nothing I can do about that except just back off and stop being myself... I'm gonna talk to him tomorrow... maybe I'm gonna consider getting back together but us still living apart.. we'll see. I doubt he'll say yes.. and with saying that why do I still try and then keep trying even though I know I'm just gonna get hurt.... what's wrong with me... well... I guess I'm gonna clean and try to keep my mind busy. see ya.

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Yesterday

[(Anonymous)]

Yesterday...
All my troubles seem so far away
Now it seems as though they're here 2 stay
Oh i believe in yesterday
Suddenly, I am not half the man i am use 2 be
There is a shadow hanging over me
Oh yesterday come suddenly
Why she had 2 go , i don't know
She wouldn't say, she wouldn't say
I said something wrong now i long for yesterday
Yesterday
Love was such a easy game 2 play
Now i need a place to hide away
Oh i believe in yesterday
oh i .... had to go i don't know
she would not say
i said something wrong
how i long for yesterday
yesterday....
Love was a easy game to play
now i need a place to hide away
Oh i believe in yester......day...

waaasss so far away
oh yesterday was far away
And i know i can't turn back
cause yesterday is gone...


i just want to let you know, i will be here for you always, but right now we need a time to cool of me right now and find myself and get back on track with my life.....

<3ME;o)