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awesomesprout ([personal profile] awesomesprout) wrote2003-05-01 11:15 pm

I can't be alone....

I'm all alone. No one to talk to. No one to laugh with. No one. I'm crying. I'm lonely. I feel like a small pebble in a dark room with no windows. No one is entering anytime soon. Who wants to be in a dark room. I'm starting to lose hope for things. I'm losing motivation. The cats sleep. Simple lives. Never lonely. He laughs... they laugh... they forget. Forget about me. Forget to call... forget to invite. Don't care. Don't call. Don't hear me crying. Alone.

[identity profile] lumpy-pants.livejournal.com 2003-05-02 09:15 am (UTC)(link)
Still alive? :P

[identity profile] sproutchk.livejournal.com 2003-05-02 11:16 am (UTC)(link)
Yah... after I got off the phone with you I talked to Bigg's for a while and then I just cried myself to sleep... I had really horrible dreams of death, tattoos, extacy, and other things... god, what a night...

[identity profile] appletrees.livejournal.com 2003-05-02 09:40 am (UTC)(link)
Hi Jess,

I'm sorry you've been feeling down... and even though some of us may be physically furthur away from you than others, we still really care about you! If there's anything I can do (even if you just need to vent or something), let me know...

~Alison
alykat@ucsc.edu

[identity profile] sproutchk.livejournal.com 2003-05-02 11:16 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks girly I really appreciate it! It's nice to know there's people there when you need it :)