This is what I wrote in Jamie's Journal comments thingy.. I guess you never saw it... by reading just what you did this weekend.. I'm judging you by your actions... I ain't down with you spending all your time worrying about getting high.... meeting random chicks and sleeping with them and chillen wit yo patnas who are the unfuckwithables. That's highschool bs. That's the mentality of our little group rules the world and fuck everyone else. Life isn't like that. There's much more to worry about nowadays than things like that. And Tapioca Express has been a hangout of mine wayyyyy before your little homies found it. It's actually our old hang out spot... but have fun there.. nice place to hang... and there's this taiwanese bitch who's mean to everyone who comes in. Lates.
My comment: ok that little poem/song thing is not cool. I'm sorry but this has gone too far. I can't believe people would be this cruel to other human beings while claiming to have intelligence. You're in college for christ's sake. You'd think you'd be too old for this shit by now. I'm sick of reading this and I'm sick of dealing with this. Why is everyone so angry all the time. And how could things possibly get so bad to resort to such intense insults. It's really sad. and I don't know if I wanna continue to have this type of thing in my life anymore. just how I feel. No sides taken. just feelings felt. I think I gotta step back from our friendship jason and take a break. It's become way too harsh for me to read what you say anymore. it hurts me to see people treat eachother like that. and I'm not saying any one person is innocent here but this could have ended a long time ago but it hasn't. and I just don't wanna see such shit hitting the fan...
No, I don't read anything in Jamie's journal. And no, I never read certain people's comments. They seem to keep ending up in my junk mail folder, for some reason. :P I'm sure you're upset that none of my SC friends were too keen about getting to know you and that I never really get any time to hang out with you whenever I'm in town. And I understand you'd rather take a course of action that'll allow you to retain as much friends as possible (i.e. Ethan, Eric, and Jamie) instead of doing the right thing. You're obviously "banning" me so you can try and score points with those three. All you had to do was simply stay out of it for a few days. What I do with them is what I do with them, and what I do with you is what I do with you. Was that too hard a concept to comprehend? But whatever. Here's another "lj-comment" name that's being set to my hotmail junk folder along with the rest so I'll never know what garbage (pun intended :D) you need to say.
But I really hella like you Jessica so to be fair I'll listen to you once you put me back on the list.
Look. I added you back so you'd hear what I had to say. I don't do things in my life to " score points " with people. I do things for myself and myself alone. Believe me if I did things because of how other people felt or thought my life would be VERY different. Trust me. And why would I stay out of it... I don't think it's right that people should be talked to like that. I don't care who's saying it to whom.. I just don't think it's right. So of course I'm gonna say something about it. And I really don't care if your SC friends wanted to or didn't want to get to know me. Frankly, from what they say in the things that they write I'm better off not getting to know them. They say some pretty fucked up things about people and I really don't feel like being judged by some random stranger because of how I look or what I do. And the only right thing is what I feel is the right thing. Is it not the right thing because you don't like the outcome? Who's the judge of what's right and wrong in a situation except the person who's performing the action. If I do something then I feel it's the right thing and I deal with the consequences. Once again me doing what I want to do and not caring about how people think about me. That's how I always live my life. For myself and not for or through other people. I love everyone I know dearly and I love them for different reasons. But I can't stand people insulting eachother over reasons that are pointless and a waste of time. and once again I don't care who it is. People shouldn't talk to eachother like that. It's shit like that that escalates and that's how we end up in wars and genocide. So if you want to " trash " me than that's fine. But I say how I feel and I'm honest about what I do and what I say. I don't sugar coat anything and I don't do things for other people's acceptance. That's the exact reason most people remain my friend because I keep it " real ". so that's all I'm gonna say and you can take your own course of action from there.
I respect your opinion, I really do. I'm glad you weren't trying to score points here, because I know that's what Trademehalos tried to do when she "banned" me but had trouble explaining her logics for it. And my SC friends aren't really that fudged up. They're a lot more open on LJ than they really are in person. That's what a journal's about, isn't it? Even Dave's a very nice guy, just a little bit on the opinionated side. And almost all of them are a lot more respectable and well-mannered than certain people we know, although you might find that hard to believe since they like to get drunk on the beach and hit golf balls into the ocean till they pass out. But trust me, they are.
And anyway Jessica, I really like you so I have absolutely NO intention of trashing you at all. I really don't. I'm completely over the Marie-Jamie drama (didn't I say it'd blow over in a few days?) and I have absolutely nothing else to say to them so I hope you and I will be keeping in touch. :)
And remember, you still need to get back at my ass at putt-putt one of these days.
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Date: 2003-04-28 05:15 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-04-28 07:30 pm (UTC)My comment:
ok that little poem/song thing is not cool. I'm sorry but this has gone too far. I can't believe people would be this cruel to other human beings while claiming to have intelligence. You're in college for christ's sake. You'd think you'd be too old for this shit by now. I'm sick of reading this and I'm sick of dealing with this. Why is everyone so angry all the time. And how could things possibly get so bad to resort to such intense insults. It's really sad. and I don't know if I wanna continue to have this type of thing in my life anymore. just how I feel. No sides taken. just feelings felt. I think I gotta step back from our friendship jason and take a break. It's become way too harsh for me to read what you say anymore. it hurts me to see people treat eachother like that. and I'm not saying any one person is innocent here but this could have ended a long time ago but it hasn't. and I just don't wanna see such shit hitting the fan...
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Date: 2003-04-28 09:30 pm (UTC)But I really hella like you Jessica so to be fair I'll listen to you once you put me back on the list.
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Date: 2003-04-28 09:45 pm (UTC)Re:
Date: 2003-04-28 09:57 pm (UTC)And anyway Jessica, I really like you so I have absolutely NO intention of trashing you at all. I really don't. I'm completely over the Marie-Jamie drama (didn't I say it'd blow over in a few days?) and I have absolutely nothing else to say to them so I hope you and I will be keeping in touch. :)
And remember, you still need to get back at my ass at putt-putt one of these days.