Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

[awesomesprout]

Well.. here's a little update on me. So. AS you all know I can't go back to school as I'd hoped. Still don't know if I'm approved on my studio move yet. Only have two weeks to get ALL my shit together and move. I'm rushed. I hate rushing. But ya know it's what I got to do. And to top it all off.. since I'm moving I won't have a computer. I built the one I want on dell.com and of course no one is willing to let me use their credit record to buy it. I don't have very good credit because of when my disability thing went down. It kinda killed it in those three months. So I feel fucked. And not in the good way. God, I just need something. I dunno.. some type of relief. Sigh.. Ah well.. just gotta deal.