DA PLAN OF ACTION!!

[awesomesprout]

Alright folks.. here it is! I have come up with the official plan that is going to be my life for the next few months/years and so on. I was sitting in my living room yesterday watching my daily dose of nickelodeon and dreading going back to my work whenever I go back when it dawns on me. My job which I officially have been working at for two years on March 26th, 2003. And for those of you who don't know I work for SBC Pacific Bell in San Francisco as a Customer Service Associate. So. It dawns on me that my job has been the entire source of any problems I've had for the last 2 years. My stress, my anxiety and panic disorders, my lack of motivation, my lack of time, my feeling of not going anywhere in life, my constant anger towards loved ones, my car accident on the 5th... and etc... those are just a few things of many... and on top of that.. I hate the type of work I do, I dislike most of the people I have to work with, I hate the commute, I hate everything about it. I feel like I have no real purpose in my life except to pay my bills and go to work everyday. No real happiness... just false instant gratification from that starbucks drink or my burger king meal. So. Here's my plan. I'm going to get the process going of finding a new job. Hopefully one that's night or evening. Then I'm gonna quit SBC and go back to school full time. Chabot here I come. And that's it.. I'll be on my way.. I'm so excited!!! I've already starting filling out applications and figuring out numbers and times. I can't wait! So... wish me luck ya'll cuz the world is going to have to say hello to ME!! :) WOOHOO!! Oh yah... and I've got a cold... damnit! :0) But other than that my car should be back in the next couple of days.. had a great weekend with ethan and such last weekend.. and my grandma actually approves of my decision which is the best news of all.. I thought she was gonna hate it and be all against it but she thinks its what I really should do. So yay! now... if I could just get my apt. clean.... ah well :) hehe :) One thing at a time I guess.. :)

Comments

[thetrader.livejournal.com]

Whooooo, this is so great to hear. I'm glad you're gonna go to college, that's the best thing to do. Making $16 an hour is nice for people our age... But it's not forever, you know? Good plan, Jessica.

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

Thanks Jason baby :) That's sweet of you... now that people are counting on me to do well I gotta work hard and do well :) hehe... and I make more than 16.. but i won't say how much... and yes.. making that much has taught me the true meaning of mo' money mo' problems...

[appletrees.livejournal.com]

Seriously, college is where it's at. It's been a very rewarding experience for me, and I hope that it will be for you too.

Good luck on your job search, babe! Not that you need it. :) *muah!*

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

Thanks girly :) Mwahz! :)

[thetrader.livejournal.com]

Well, $16 or $18... The point is, there's a whole lot more out there, and I'm not just talking about money. You're doing the right thing.