A little insight...

[awesomesprout]

When I get angry. I close down. I don't want to talk. I don't want to deal.

I just want to be alone to get over whatever stupid little thing is I'm angry about and then I'll be fine.

I just got pissed off at Loren.

And instead of staying and fighting with him.

I said: " You know what. Maybe it'd be better if I just went home. "

And left.

For the first time ever. He didn't stop me.

Which is fine.

I think we were spending too much time together anyway and this would possibly keep us from getting into a larger fight.

So now, I'm home and bored. And I can't go to sleep for a long while.