Uhm.. wow.

[awesomesprout]

So Loren comes home on Sunday.

And I found out some information that's probably going to be the end of our relationship or he's going to have to learn how to be an honest, functioning adult and make some serious changes. Like therapy.

I really don't want to talk about it to anyone that doesn't know the situation in full detail because I'm still in shock and still planning my next moves.

At this point, because of where he is, he doesn't know that I know the information I found out. And we're going to have a very long talk when he arrives home.

Wish me luck.

I really could use some supportive comments.

Also, Sarah, I'm really sorry to hear about your cousin. My thoughts are with you. :: hug ::

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[xspookyx.livejournal.com]

thanks sweetie. i've been pretty distant from everyone these past few days trying to figure stuff out. if it's ok i would like to call you in the next day or so. i'm sorry you have to go through all this shit. sorry i haven't been there for you :(

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

Hey, no worries! Call me when you'd like. I hope things are ok with you. And don't worry about me. I'm a strong ol' girl. This is nothing I can't handle.

I'm actually in a REALLY good mood becuase of it. I finally feel like the haze has been removed and I know the honest to god truth.