I just can't win...

[awesomesprout]

I'm tired of being poor. I'm tired of constantly worrying about money.

I'm just tried of being angry all the time because of finances.

It's annoying. And I'm not going to do it anymore.

I will get that job at Bay Sleep if it fucking kills me.

I will not continue to live off of 1250 a month.. what am I saying live off of. More like struggling. Always having to borrow from Loren.

When he leaves for Europe in a week I'm TERRIFIED that I'm not going to have enough money for gas or food.

I HATE THIS!!

I FUCKING HATE THIS!

NO ONE should be forced to live like this. WHY DOES SHIT COST SO FUCKING MUCH!?

This is obnoxious.

This whole country and it's economy is obnoxious.

I HATE MONEY!

I LOATHE IT!

I HATE WHAT IT DOES TO PEOPLE AND WHAT IT FORCES PEOPLE TO DO!

I'M SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW I JUST WANT TO BREAK SOMETHING!

Comments

[xspookyx.livejournal.com]

totally agree. ben and i struggle every month. i can't imagine living in the place we are without him, i would totally drown in debt.

try not to worry about when loren leaves. if you do need money for gas or food i'm sure we can all pitch in and help a bit.

think happy thoughts like not being able to eat cheese because then you can't go...