Bleh.

[awesomesprout]

It's been a crappy couple of days.

Yesterday, I got 2 parking tickets in front of my work. Which adds to the one I got a few days prior. Making it 90 dollars that I owe the city of berkeley. Whom I was already unhappy with because there's a pothole on the right side of the street on Ashby at 9th and it TOTALLY jacked up my alignment which I just had done a month ago!! ARG.

Went home. Felt INCREDIBLY lonely because I think my roommate is out of town and I don't see Loren until saturday night. I don't like being alone.

So I made myself dinner. Watched Two Weeks Notice, which was a lot better than I thought it would be. And went to sleep.

Had a HORRIBLE dream. I dreamt about getting shot. I dreamt about my family being held hostage and my phonecalls to them tapped. I dreamt about being chased. I dreamt about a lot of really horrible things. And the worst part of it was... It all had to do with work.

I woke up. Just at the perfect time to call and wake Loren up for the day, I told him I had a horrible dream. I told him I'm miserable with how far away my grandma is. That I'm terrified of her dying. And I started to cry.

He calmed me down and told me to go back to sleep.

I did.

My dream continued. I finally woke up before my alarm and got ready for work.

I get to work and my boss is in a REALLY shitty mood. Every little thing I'm doing is pissing her off. She's leaving early.

I have to cancel some of my plans for Valentine's day.

I can't afford dinner for Loren and me. And Loren can't either. So I have to cancel our reservations :(

I'm really really upset and disappointed about that. My boss was willing to lend me the money for my half of dinner but I told her that Loren couldn't afford his half. And the restaurant isn't even THAT expensive.

Please let me make it til payday on tuesday. I have like NO gas. :(

I'm considering calling in sick on sunday. But I'm afraid it might look suspicious.

:(

I just want to hit the reset button, please?

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