sigh.

[awesomesprout]

I'm miserable.

I front that I'm happy but I'm just miserable.

I have a great bf who always wants to be there to fix everything and make me happy. I'm in school. I have a great job.

But all I want to do is stay in bed all day and cry.

I'm just angry all the time. And I feel terrible because I keep taking it out on Loren.

I think I'm just going to go away for a little while. Maybe I'll just go to New York or Seattle or something for a few days. Just be by myself in a place where no one knows me.

No one who knows the problems I have or the things I deal with.

Because what would telling them solve? They can't do anything. They can't help. No one can.

It's my world and I have to live in it. And it sucks.

Comments

[kinkywizard.livejournal.com]

you need a hug and bless that Loren for being there....you can run but you cant hide. Keep up the strong will.