.....meh.

I just prepped all my lunch stuffs for the rest of the week. I chopped up a bunch of veggies and organized everything so it won't spoil. Yay for tupperware!

I'm a little pissed. One of my roommates( the new one ) ate some of my brand new granola bars yesterday. I was like WHAT THE HELL? Why do I only have 2 of these goddamn things left? The box was full yesterday! ARG!

So yah. He's gonna hear it next time he sets foot in the house. And I expect my shit to be replaced!

All one needs to do is ask. I mean geez. How hard is that? And I need those for school. I mean hello. I go non-stop for 12-14 hours a day.

Ug.

I've been trying to keep busy and luckily with school that doesn't seem to be a problem. Plus, I can go there whenever I want and I always have no problem finding something to do. ( Woot for free play arcade games and a free jukebox! )

I guess... even with all the chaos that is my life right now. Sometimes I still feel really lonely.

Ah well. It happens right?

:: shrug ::

It's all about me now and what I need to do.

And I have to stop trying to hold everyone's hand while I work through life. It's ok to ask for help now and then but I need to just accept things, know that I'm loved even if it's not by who I thought did love me, and remember that I'm an awesome person.

Time for bed.

Goodnight.

Blackbird by the Beatles:

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free.

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise,oh
You were only waiting for this moment to arise, oh
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

WOOT!