AWww yah!

Bitches - Mindless Self Indulgence :)


bitches love me cause they know that i can rock
bitches love me cause they know that i can rhyme
bitches love me cause they know that ican fuck
bitches love me cause they know that im on time
throughout the projects
throughout the projects
throughout the projects
bitches love me cause they know that i can rock
bitches love me cause they know that i can rhyme
bitches love me cause they know that i can fuck
bitches love me cause they know that im on time
throughout the projects
throughout the projects
throughout the projects
done
done
this is how it should be done
this is how it should be done
this style, style, style, done
pow! mutha fucka... pow!
bitches love me
bitches love me
bitches love me
bitches love me
bitches love me
bitches love me
love me love me love me love me
bitches love me
bitches love me
bitches love me
bitches love me
bitches love me
cause they know that i can rock
done
done
this is how it should be done
this is how it should be done
this style, style, style, done

Woooooooo DOGGY! :)

SO today is going to be fulfilled and busy...

First after I finish getting ready which should be shortly I will be haulin it over to the concord DMV.

Then I get to go to training. Might eat something depending on what time I get out of the DMV.

Then I get to go home and figure out if I'm going out tonight.

First I'm gonna hang out with an old friend in concord I haven't seen in ages and I'm gonna help him set up his LJ.

Then if all is looking good I'm gonna pick up Johanna and Missy and Dave ( ? ) and go to Faith. And much hilarity will ensue!

:) It will be good.

:: starwars theme ::

I.

Am.

Now.

Licensed.

I CAN NOW LEGALLY SELL CARS!!! WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!! :)

So yes... that was fun. ;)

blah..

So I'm just sittin here... missing James. I know I know!! Shut up... no " stop missing your man so much " lectures.

I can't help it.

He makes me so happy. Like for me, in my past relationships, I always wanted men I could control. That way I always got what I wanted and I wasn't the one who'd end up hurt. But it's not like that with James. He thinks for himself. He can't be controlled. He's his own person. And I love him for that.

I used to have to tell my ex's. Hey, argue with me! Don't just go with everything I say, if you have an opinion, say it! I hated them being so passive all the time. Drove me crazy.

But James isn't like that. He's wonderful. He's someone I could see myself having a life with which is something I've never really felt with others. Will Allen, it was more of a conveniance and security issue. Not an issue of love and of wanting to be with that person.

James isn't perfect. And neither am I. We have our problems. And we have things we need to work out with ourselves. And I think if we make a serious effort we can do things that will better ourselves and better our relationship.

He makes me happy. He makes me realize what I've been missing out on. He can make me smile no matter how mad I am. And he's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I don't think he understands just what he is to me and I wish I had the words to tell him. But I don't. So I try to show him through planned actions and words.

I've learned a lot from James. I also hope I've taught him some things too. I can only see good things in our future and time together and I can't wait to share them with him.

I love you James. I really do. I'll fly with you and we'll fly away...