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The long drive home....
Jul. 22nd, 2003 12:11 amSo yes... today... I drove home from my grandma's and I had the most amazing moment occur...
My favorite song on the trance cd in my car came on... I don't know the name but it's known to me as track #8.
The beats start... I smile.. i turn it up... I grip the steering wheel.
I'm on 580... there's quite a few cars on the road but I glide in n out of them with ease until it's just me... and the music.
I speed up.. there's only cars way in front of me and way in back... No one around... I slowly push on the gas...
I'm going faster.. and so is the music... I glide through every turn and twist as if it were nothing... 80... 85... 90...
My whole body becomes covered in goose bumps.. I'm tingling... it's orgasmic.. just me... the road.. my machine... and the music...
Sigh.. I never want it to end... but then my exit comes up.. 55... 45... slower...
I turn the stereo back down.. and make my way home...
I'll miss my car.....
Why can't I just fall in love with a hot import boy who can give me my speed fulfillment when I need it? Sigh... Lonliness is cruel..
I also think I'm getting sick of meeting guys online... I think I'm gonna stop doing that altogether... it's becoming more and more meaningless... and nothing is coming from it except disappointment... no relationships.. no guys.. nothing for a while... god... what a meaningless existance I have...
My favorite song on the trance cd in my car came on... I don't know the name but it's known to me as track #8.
The beats start... I smile.. i turn it up... I grip the steering wheel.
I'm on 580... there's quite a few cars on the road but I glide in n out of them with ease until it's just me... and the music.
I speed up.. there's only cars way in front of me and way in back... No one around... I slowly push on the gas...
I'm going faster.. and so is the music... I glide through every turn and twist as if it were nothing... 80... 85... 90...
My whole body becomes covered in goose bumps.. I'm tingling... it's orgasmic.. just me... the road.. my machine... and the music...
Sigh.. I never want it to end... but then my exit comes up.. 55... 45... slower...
I turn the stereo back down.. and make my way home...
I'll miss my car.....
Why can't I just fall in love with a hot import boy who can give me my speed fulfillment when I need it? Sigh... Lonliness is cruel..
I also think I'm getting sick of meeting guys online... I think I'm gonna stop doing that altogether... it's becoming more and more meaningless... and nothing is coming from it except disappointment... no relationships.. no guys.. nothing for a while... god... what a meaningless existance I have...
