Blah... don't feel much like writing these days...

so quick update I suppose... no more mm ( he's got himself a girlfriend now and it ain't me.... ) no more jahi ( he too has a girlfriend that ain't me ).... sigh... alan is super cool... miss the other allen.... just been working.. reading... being hot... wanting to go to the beach... cleaned.... getting shit from my roommates... and... that's about it... yay for being a lonely person... I dunno... I'm kind of sick of the whole relationship thing and looking for a relationship thing in itself... I think I'm just gonna give up on it for a while and live my life... whatever is gonna happen is gonna happen...


Name Four Things That You Wished You Had:
- No worries
- Money
- Less weight on my body
- The car of my dreams...

Name Four Scents You Love:
- Issey Miyake
- Anything CK
- The rain
- Green apple

Name Two People You Know Best:
- Allen
- My grandma

Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:
- Anything neon in color
- Anything with racist slogans on it
- Anything that revealed my midriff while I was still big
- Anything that was wayyyyy too big for me

Name Four Things You Are Thinking About:
- Eating
- My plans for today
- Fast and the Furious
- How sick I am of relationships

Name Four Things You Did Today:
- Slept
- Ate
- Bathed Keroppi
- Got my mail

Name Four Bands/Groups Most People Don't Know You Like:
- Less than Jake
- Tori Amos
- Charlotte Church
- STP



APPEARANCE
- hair: Auburn and blonde
- eyes: Auburn
- height: 5'7


STYLE
- clothing: Anything with short sleeves or sleeveless... slacks... sandals or flip flops...
- music: Trance, Rap, Jazz, Classical, Opera, Hip hop, House, Oldies, Rock, Punk, Ska, Musicals
- makeup: Hard Candy
- body art: Stars and blue... more to come
- shoes: Sketchers

LAST THING YOU...
- did: Drank water
- read: Harry Potter... re-reading Vampire Bytes
- watched on tv: Malcolm in the Middle

EITHER / OR
- club or house party: House party.. it's more intimate
- tea or coffee: Coffee
- high achiever or easy-going: Both...
- cats or dogs: Kitties!
- pen or pencil: Pen :)
- gloves or mittens: I like having fingers... gloves
- cassette or cd: Cds... but all the good trance stuff is only on tape
- snuff or cigarettes: Uhm... cloves?
- coke or pepsi: Coke lately
- matches or a lighter: Those little blow torch lighters are cool

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
- kill: Bush. Idiot.
- hear from: I dunno... anyone would be cool...
- look like: Angelina Jolie
- be like: Myself


OK my friends are supposed to fill this one out and when you do that I'll do the same for you guys...

1. Am I cute?:
2. Am I hot?:
3. Am I sweet?:
4. Am I crazy?:
5. Am I loveable?:
6. Am I funny?:
7. Am I annoying?:
8. Am I psycho?:
9. Am I daring?:
10. Am I a good person?:
11. Am I sexy?:


*****WOULD YOU...*****
11. Hug me?:
12. Miss me if I was gone?:
13. Listen to my problems?:
14. Hug me if i cried?:
15. Be a good friend?:


*****WOULD YOU...*****
16. Ever go out with me?:
17. If you already have would u do it again?:
18. Kiss me ((Really))?:
19. Have ruff sex with me?:
20. Marry me if u could?:


*****HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?*****
21. When's my birthday?:
22. How tall am I?:
23. What school do I go to?:
24. Do i have any siblings ~> names?? :
25. Who is my most current ex?:
26. Who is my best friend?:
27. Who am i crushing on/dating?:
28. Favorite animal?:
29. Favorite food?:
30. Favorite TV show?:
31. Favorite song/songs?:
32. Favorite music group?:


*****IF YOU COULD*****
36. Give me a new name, what would it be and why?:
37. Hook me up with someone (real), who would it be and why?:
38. Do one thing with me what would it be and why?:
39. Drop me one piece of advice, what would it be?:


*****JUST A FEW QUESTIONS*****
40.What do you love about me?:
41. What do you hate about me?(seriously):
42. What is my best quality?:
43. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
44. What is your honest opinion of me?