Errands...

Hey! does anyone wanna run errands with me today? I gonna do some stuff in union city, san leandro, hayward... etc. :) I'll even buy ya dinner and a movie or just dinner or just a movie or something.... Lemme know... call me 510-693-7476... just like... tell me your LJ name too if you're from LJ and we've never talked before :) So yah.. if anyone wants to go, contact me within the next hour or so.... it's about 5:15 now... see ya'll!

Ahhh yes... so me :)

Jessica McCarthy is a great intellectual. She is also a great adventurer, a great party animal, a great judge of character, a great conversationalist, a great comedian, a great philosopher and a great self publicist. Indeed, Jessica McCarthy is rather of the opinion that if anything in this world is 'great' it must have her name on it and if it isn't, maybe she will try it anyway and make it great by the simple act of lending her name to it. Jessica is a Sagittarian and there are two things that no Sagittarian can resist. The first is a challenge. The second is a tendency to exaggerate. Therefore whatever Jessica McCarthy sets out to accomplish in this world must be: a) difficult and b) big. Why set out to climb a piffling little hill like Everest when there are mountains on Mars that are truly steep? All you need is a rope, a pick and a spaceship. In Jessica's mind, this (or something not far from it) represents a perfectly logical thought process. Who cares whether she actually manages to get to Mars? She will have fun trying and at least, if she tells enough people that this is her plan, nobody will ever think of her as boring.
Here we have the essence of Jessica McCarthy's biggest secret fear. Jessica McCarthy is absolutely terrified that one day someone will rumble her. She will be revealed as an ordinary person who thinks ordinary thoughts. Oh shame of shames, what will she do then? To keep this dreadful possibility at bay, Jessica will go to any length, she will climb any mountain (even if it does happen to be on Mars) and she will swim any sea (even if she can't swim yet - she'll learn how to one of these days - you just wait and see). Or perhaps, more realistically (but only a bit) Jessica will set out to prove that she really is a great intellectual\adventurer\philosopher etc. etc. Much to everyone's surprise (including her own) in the fullness of time... it will all turn out to be true!

Thanks eric, dannii, simone and everyone else I stole this from :)

" You do something to me, that I... can't explain.. "

" So would I be out of line.. if I said... I miss you... " - Incubus

So yes :) I think i'll do an actual update today..

So yesterday I had the day off which was happy :) So I went and ran some errands I needed to take care of... which basically consisted of sleeping until 3pm... showering.. dressing.. eating... going to my psychiatry appointment...ok let's talk about that first...

So I've decided to slowly but surely taper off of my prescription of Effexor XR. I've been on it for about a year now and due to my stopping of the sbc job I won't have benefits for a few months so I won't be able to afford the actual price of the drug... also.. I'm kinda tired of feeling like.. Ok.. so yah.. things have gone great but how much of that is the medicine and how much of that is me actually fixing myself? My psychiatrist said that he's a little disappointed I can't stay on it.. he says that 3 years would be optimal. I'm like oh my god. That's like forever... So I'm gonna try it and see how things go. I can't have caffeine, alcohol, drugs, or anything while I'm tapering because that could send me for a crazy loop and I could have a bad reaction... so yes.. I must do all my partying before I stop or after I'm totally off and doing well :) hehe...

After my psych appointment I went to my grandma's and had dinner and hung out there.... after that I went to target to get a few items and went to the bookstore to see if they had somethings I wanted to get for < insert mystery man's name here > birthday presents :) heh :) They had it but I didn't have any money on me so I decided to go back tomorrow... I wanted to make sure mystery man ( ok MM for short ) would enjoy his gifts so I called him up and to my pleasant surprise he answered! : ) Yay :) So I talked to him for a minute and made a joke about coming over and he said I could... I was like :: jaw drop :: OH my god! Really? YAY! :) MM time! :) So I told him I'd drop my stuff of at home and be over... Since I had to work at 5am the following day I'd already decided I wasn't gonna sleep and just leave his place at like 4:30am and go to work..

So I went and got some food and drove over there... of course.. it's all up in the berkeley hills so like there's no streetlight where I parked.. it was scary as all hell... so I got there and we chilled for a while... watched some movies and hung out... he decided he wanted to go to bed at like 2 so we took a 2 hour nap.... Oh my god!! I was about to shoot his alarm clock!! I like shot awake at 4 and almost had a heartattack.. it was scary... so then I went back to sleep for like 20 minutes and got up and left...

So I got to work and was in like zombie, staring at the wall mode, for like 5 hours... oh man... such a crappy shift.. I'm soooo bringing a book tomorrow... Yah.. that's right... I work 5 am tomorrow and the next day.. Ooo man. Fun! :0 )

So I got off at 10am and came home... ate a little bit and watched some t.v.... so I got in bed and thought I wouldn't be able to sleep but I swear like 5 minutes later I was passed the fuck out! :) haha... I was sooo tired... so I got up at like 3:30...

Then I went and ran some much needed to be done errands all day.... and I then got some subway sammiches and came home and ate with my roommate... afterwards I wrapped MM's bday presents... soo yes :) Now I'm just hanging out.. I'll prolly take a nap and get ready for work tomorrow... man o man... :) hehe :) See ya'll latas!