" It's so fucking wonderful to see a great ball of fire... melt... into the ocean... "

:: begin trance music :: :)

So since I don't really feel like telling everyone my secrets... and I don't wanna make my LJ private... I think I'm gonna keep some of my happier things to myself and make some of my journal entries just a collection of words that come to mind when I think about certain days.... :) enjoy...

Monday:

Work:
Early
Tired
Little sleep
exhausted
silly
nachos
mountain dew
awake
laughing
singing
smiling
shopping
embarrassed
memories
happiness
butterflies
busy
phones
customers
multi-tasking
plans
hopes
off

home:
PJ's
Comfort
Harry Potter
Pizza
American Chopper
Monster Garage
Kitties
Warmth
Happiness
Laughing
Fear Factor
Smiles
Buffalo wings
aol
LJ
good news
excitement
arrivals
hugs
kisses
touches
secrets
plans
surprises
music
laughing
closeness
computer
kazaa
stories
memories
more plans
confessions
questions
comforting
assurance
no fear
no pain
nice
amazing
wow
beautiful
sexy
georgous
incubus
i miss you
thinking
goodbyes
kisses
hugs
smiles
waves
smiles
harry potter
kitties
sleep
dreams
morning

Tuesday:
Rooster
pizza
appointment
information
smiles
grandma
plans
reservations to make
decisions
happiness
giggles
giddyness
music
singing
driving
the world.... is beautiful and at peace because I, am finally filled with hope, happiness, love, longing, motivation, curiousity, and warmth. Enjoy the journey through my words and emotions as I enjoy the full journey in all it's ups and downs. Be one with me. Be me and fill yourself as I am. Don't be afraid but be curious as to what adventure awaits you around the next corner and take it with bravery and joy. Love yourself and I will love you. Be one. Be all. Be.

I'm such a petty survey thief mwahhah :0 )

Hey! someone do a long ol lj survey about yourself so I can steal it from you :0) I feel like filling one out.... :)

WHAT IS

your name: Jessica.. Yah. That's right.. oo baby :)
your sign: Senior Citizen crossing...
your favorite band: INCUBUS!! :) WOOT!
your idea of a good time: ROAD TRIPS!! :) hehe.. :: evil grin ::
your pets name: Pochacco, Keroppi and Sing Mui!

ARE YOU

involved with someone: Nope...
good at sports: Yes... I'm a swimmer damnit!
gay: HA! Oh uhm... nope :0
sexy: Fuck yes... I'm a sexxxy bitch!! :0 ) DO I MAKE YOU RANDY?! DO I!!? Ahem.

DO YOU

know what love is: Yes. It's an emotion... :)
cry during the sad parts of movies: NEMO!! NOOOOO!!! :: cries ::
go to school: UHm. Bitch! I'm hella smrat! :: giggle :: I don't need no skizzoolin
want to change the world: My world.. .Yes. Everyone else can do the rest their damn selves... heh : ) joking.. :0
drink: Eh... well.. not really...

HAVE YOU EVER

had sex: Yes. Yes I have. Woo : )
given money to a bum: Yes.. yes, I have
poisoned anyone: Well there was that one guy.. oh wait.. oh my god.. :: runs ::
done hard drugs like speed: Uhm. Well this one time I like snorted clorox... shit.. that was some goood stuff :0 ) HAha : ) No... just E a couple o times :0 ) Mebbe.. I'll get to do it again...
done light drugs like weed: Hell yah! Let's go spark a doobie ya'll! :0 ) :: laughing :: Passs the dutchie from the left hannndd side... God.. why am I so hyper? :0 ) Sheesh... breathe Jessica.. breathe :) OH MY GOD!! It'S A SMILEY FACE ARMY!!!

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Do not run!! Resistance is futile!! AHHHHH!! :)FEEELL THE LOVVEEE!! : ) Alright yes. Ahem..

" How do you do it.. make me feel like I do? "
- Incubus