Just when you start to make plans...

Life happens. Fuck dood. So an update. I'm single. Yay. Go me. Woo. But yes.. that isn't really an update. Now I'm lonely... Allen's out with his friends. Now here's the update part. He's moving out when our lease is up in a few months. Not what I expected to happen. So that means due to financial reasons I can't afford to go to school. So I have to stay at my stupid job to afford my life. So on a lighter note.. they have studios available at my complex so I'm prolly gonna move into there. And I got ANOTHER kitty today.. Her name was sassy.. I changed it to Belle. She's beautiful! She's older... 8 years old in fact... that's a shelter estimate of course... she fluffy and black and white.. I love her.. and I knew that I had to have her as soon as we locked eyes.. so she's coming home tomorrow :) Fun fun... Well... Things are gonna be hectic for the next couple months.. and it's hard to function when you have a broken heart and all you wanna do is cry... I cried today. hard... sobbed in fact... It's like the fact of my 2 year relationship with allen is over... it was like a slap and the face and I all I could do was sob uncontrollably... well.. all I need to do is heal and take life as it comes day by day...