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[awesomesprout]

Ok so this is how this is gonna be done. I'm gonna lj-cut each topic so you can read for yourself which ones you want to read or don't want to read :)


1. School/stress
2. Work
3. Ben/Nathan
4. Date
5. Randomness



So school has been bouncing readily along. My german is getting steadily better :) I need someone to freakin practice with!! BAH!! :) hehe... I started getting stress headaches again last night... this isn't good. Sigh.. I need to carry some form of aspirin or something... * mental note... do not carry aspirin in xanax pill box *... hey... on second thought... hehe :)

So my school week so far has been chaotic but good.
Mythology: I was sooo worn out but it was still interesting. The teacher is pretty neato :)

German: ARGGG!! I neeeedddd my books :: whimpers and prays for book voucher :: I'll know tomorrow if I get my book voucher.. I'm starting to get homework in that class. It isn't due for two weeks but like.. yah... don't want to fall behind. But I had a really cool partner. She's this japanese chick named Kai. She moved here like... uhm... not too horridly long ago and like she speaks english and japanese and thought German would be a nice contrast.. And she was telling me how her husband is learning japanese to talk to her and she said it was pretty funny :)

Drama: I had a blast :) I got to do my " sharing " thingy with the class. Which meant I had to stand up. Say my name. Say why I took the class. And tell either a joke, a story, or sing a song or something. So I told my clam joke :) hehe... I think people got a kick out of that. the people in my class are funny. OH! And I saw this guy that I knew in highschool from when I was a full on hardcore drama techie! he's a techie on Smokey Joe's Cafe!! He looked at me I think he may have recognized me... I didn't want to disturb him though becuase it was dress rehearsal and he was busy. Well that and I was in the middle of class :) hehe...

Tonight I have speech.. blah.. I haven't done my reading yet... sigh... And I need to try with all my might to get shoes for ballroom dancing. I know that I have a pair of jazz shoes. I just don't think I'll make it to my storage unit in time to get them for class tomorrow so I gotta try all next week to get out there...

So anyways... School has been hectic... but fun fun fun :) I feel very accomplished and I'm looking forward to the days ahead :)

Now. If I could just find someone who speaks german.... hehe...





So! Yesterday was my first day of work at Genova! Yayyyy n stuff! Ya know. I think BECAUSE I have previous experience working in a deli it made my life and my manager's life a LOT easier. He was REALLY busy and I think the fact that he didn't have to spend all day training me was good for both of us. I was already working on my own after like 2 or so hours of training... I just had forgotten how much it sucks standing for that many hours... oh well.. my coworkers are AWESOME :) * mental note... eat before going to work.. heh * So yes. When I get my schedule I'll post it here so people can come visit me and see me in my cute little uniform... yes. I have to wear a uniform :)

White blouse.
Pants ( anything as long as they aren't blue jeans.. I wore black jeans :) hehe )
Necktie... It's green, red and white... sigh.. ;)
And an apron :)
And my hair has to be put up

So yes... come check me out.. I work tomorrow ( friday) from 10-3... and possibly sunday but I don't know yet. And I'm at the Genova on treat blvd. in walnut creek...

It looks like it'll be a good fix job-wise for now..

They're already talking full-time. Prolly like... weds/sat off and every other day would be 10-close. It would be seriously crazy.




So I feel kinda bad. Last night the possible plans I had after class got cancelled.. and like I really wasn't ready to call it a night. So like.. I was getting ready to take ben home when his friend Nathan called and said he was still on campus. So we waited and ben said he was gonna get a ride with Nathan.

I like asked what they were gonna do and asked if I could hang out... I don't think ben wanted me to hang out and I feel bad for like impeding on their " guy time " or whatever. Sorry bout that guys. I knew they were hinting they didn't want me to come along but I still asked...

Didn't end up hanging out with them and just went home. But I thought about it and I felt bad for being kinda pushy.... so I'm apologizing...





So I haven't been on like a genuine date in like... FOREVER. I kinda miss the whole dating thing... I do and I don't. Like.. I miss male/female companionship right now.. big time... I miss snuggling/kissing/hugging/holding hands/stupid pet names/etc.... I miss knowing that I have someone I can call up who will almost always say yes to hanging out... just cuz they like spending time with me... and vice versa.... And realistically I know I don't have time for a boyfriend/girlfriend right now. Like no way in hell do I have time. You can see my cut about work on that one. And with my school schedule being the way it is.. woo boy. The only time I would have would be if I spent the night with someone after class and then go to work in the morning and like whatever days off I may happen to get... I'd like have to live with someone to even see them... sigh... I've always wanted to be this busy... but I didn't realize when I wanted it that I'd have to seriously start enjoying being with myself ALL the time. Because at this point. That's one of the few people I even have time for... me. So anyways... I guess... I'd like to go on dates and whatnot... or have a boyfriend/girlfriend.. but.. reality and needs outweigh the wants in this one...

Oh well.. shit happens. Guess i'll be getting to know myself really well from now on... Hey self... How YOU doin? Wanna go to a movie sometime?




As for randomness... not much here.. I'm getting measured tonight by the astounding Johanna to figure out what size I am so I can buy my first corset. I've been aching for one for a while and I've finally decided to just do it. So.. I'm gonna do it :) I have a few that I'm looking at and if anyone wants to look at them and tell me which they think suits me... IM or E-mail me and I'll give ya the links.

Not much else going on... just trying to stay sane and survive...

So.. if it seems like I'm ignoring anyone these days.. please don't think that. I love you all. I'm just busy. I'll be getting a cell phone VERY soon so I'll post the number and we can keep in touch....

:: blows a kiss :: Just breathe.

Comments

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[27outs.livejournal.com]

coffee yes. Denny's NO. I just want coffee, not food

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[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

Ok.. we could have just determined that when we met up :) goober... so yes. Top of the stairs.