Angry?

[awesomesprout]

Angry? Why should I be angry?

I'm the one who broke the rules. I'm the one who assumed something once again. I'm the one who fucked up. I'm angry. FUCK YAH I'm angry.

I'm angry at myself for wanting more than I'm entitled to.

I'm angry at myself for not being someone I should be.

I'm angry at myself for once again not listening.

So then...

Why do I keep doing it?

Maybe it's cuz I never got angry at myself before.



Going Under by Evanescence

now i will tell you what i've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
don't want your hand this time i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when i thought i'd reached the bottom
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under

blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through

so go on and scream
scream at me i'm so far away
i won't be broken again
i've got to breathe i can't keep going under

Comments

[dicedork.livejournal.com]

I think that sounds more like integrity than justice. :-p

[mamapduck.livejournal.com]

>remaining firmly out of the overall mess<

Intriguing...

While they are distinct concepts, one might argue that true justice requires integrity as a facet of a greater whole. To be truly just, one must be honest and just actions seem to be rooted in integrity.

Debate, discuss, debunk at your whim. Or feel free to take it up with me at my place. :)

[dicedork.livejournal.com]

I'd say that justice--true justice--does require integrity. But not all integrity even involves justice. This situation, for example, has more to do with self-honesty and feelings than what-is-really-truly-fair.

So I'd have to say it's analagous to squares and rectangles. :)

[s33k3r.livejournal.com]

True, it is integrity when applied to the self.

When applied to others, when we hold others to the same ideal, then that is justice.