The aftermath.

[awesomesprout]

So I'm doing better. I'm on a leave of absence for a few days from work per my boss. I went into his office and had a talk with him about how I wasn't in the right frame of mind and that I was really sorry for being such a flake and that it wasn't my usual work ethic. He said he completely understood and told me to take a couple of days off until I got things in order.

so I left work. and spent the rest of the day with James. it was very nice.

I got what I needed and I'm feeling much better. I got the comforting and the love I needed.

James bought me red roses :) I was totally suprised :) hehe...

I'm going to go out with Johanna for a bit and be catty like I usually am :) haha.. Mebbe try and hunt down a copy of The Ethical Slut whilest I'm at it...

And then we shall see :)

:: blows a kiss to the crow that's been sitting outside the whole time she wrote this ::

and forgive me for not cutting this but I'm in a bit of a hurry :)

" A Little Respect " by Erasure

I try to discover
A little something to make me sweeter
Oh baby refrain from breaking my heart
I'm so in love with you
I'll be forever blue
That you give me no reason
Why you're making me work so hard
That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no
Soul, I hear you calling
Oh baby please give a little respect to me

And if I should falter
Would you open your arms out to me
We can make love not war
And live at peace with our hearts
I'm so in love with you
I'll be forever blue
What religion or reason
Could drive a man to forsake his lover
Don't you tell me no
Don't you tell me no
Don't you tell me no
Don't you tell me no
Soul, I hear you calling
Oh baby please give a little respect to me

I'm so in love with you
I'll be forever blue
That you give me no reason
Why you're making me work so hard
That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no
That you give me no
Soul, I hear you calling
Oh baby please give a little respect to me
Soul, I hear you calling
Oh baby please give a little respect to me

Comments

[27outs.livejournal.com]

What are you doing? taking a leave of abscence when you are just starting is a BAD idea. What happened to "whatever it takes"?

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

Even the strongest structures can crumble if hit the right way.

[baronlaw.livejournal.com]

Feel better, have fun with Johanna and don't tear too many people apart in the catty fest.

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

not too many people. Just one is needed for my satisfaction. Limb from limb. " Hands in my pockets cuz words are my weapon " - Zebrahead

[my-other-ljname.livejournal.com]

I know you already removed me, but I think you deserve to know what's wrong with me. It's in my most recent entry, I hope you take the time to read it.

<3
feel better soon, love.

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

I only removed you cuz like you deleted your LJ and I hate having poopy crossed out names on my friends lists.. it's nothing to do with you :)

[my-other-ljname.livejournal.com]

;) That's what I figured, I was just going through my list of people and saw that a few had removed me already.

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

and I dunno if you noticed but I added you right back so UHHHHH!!!!

[my-other-ljname.livejournal.com]

UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*HACK*HHHHHHHH!!!

I broke my glasses! I can't seeeeeeeeeee!

[sproutchk.livejournal.com]

uh. I thought you wore contacts?

[my-other-ljname.livejournal.com]

I do, but not around the house. I'm trying to get used to the whole 'blind' thing. It's kinda fun, actually!