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awesomesprout ([personal profile] awesomesprout) wrote2003-11-14 04:29 pm

I'm such a droid... everyone else is doing it...

I've turned anonymous commenting on for a short while, and turned off IP tracking. I want you to post anything that you want.

Anything.

A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like.

Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

Keep an eye on the comment page, as I might reply to what you have to say...

(Anonymous) 2003-11-14 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Decide what you want and stand by it.

[identity profile] sproutchk.livejournal.com 2003-11-14 04:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm on my way to doing that as we speak :) Thanks for commenting!

(Anonymous) 2003-11-14 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
You're losing yourself. Be really carefull. It's not healthy.

[identity profile] sproutchk.livejournal.com 2003-11-14 04:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Actually... I feel it's quite the opposite. I'm starting from the bottom and working my way up again. I'm diong things for myself that are good and I'm finally more sure of myself and what I want than I have been in a long time. Thank you for commenting!

(Anonymous) 2003-11-14 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I want to tell you to run far far away. But it won't do a damn bit of good. All I will say is that you need only look at the relationships around you to have examples of how good it can be.

When your boi looks at you the way those men look at thier women, then you will know that It's Meant To Be(tm).

Real love is intense and amazing... but adult love is drama-free. (or at least, drama-lite).

Are you ready to grow up? More importantly, is he?

[identity profile] sproutchk.livejournal.com 2003-11-14 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm starting at the bottom as I said before and I'm assessing things as I come to them. Thanks for commenting!

(Anonymous) 2003-11-14 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
you are a totally awesome person. I love being around you because you make me smile so much. I just wish that I could spend more time with you.

[identity profile] sproutchk.livejournal.com 2003-11-14 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I wish I knew who you were so I could make more of an effort. I've been really horrible about spending time with friends. In the sense that I HAVEN'T been spending time with my friends. I'm sorry... I plan on making more of an effort and I hope that we can spend more time together. Because what you said means a lot to me. Thanks for commenting!

(Anonymous) 2003-11-14 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
You're a good person, but in a bad situation. Good things rarely happen to good people unless they know how to make them happen. I think you need to re-assess your position in people's lives, think about who you are around and why, and be willing to let things go. It is not necessarily failure to give up if it is hurting you so bad. You are surrounded by friends, you don't need one person ruining your life the way that is has been happening. I hope you find happiness soon, you are too nice of a person to be unhappy.

(Anonymous) 2003-11-15 11:13 am (UTC)(link)
Make up your mind on what you want and go for it. Don't let anyone control you.

When everything is said and done you will have to stand on your own and you can't count on others to support you in every crisis you have every day of your life. Realize that there is more to life then your boy and then grow to be your own person.

Also realize that you are more then just "James Girl Friend."

There is more to life then being in a relationship with someone.

[identity profile] sproutchk.livejournal.com 2003-11-15 11:33 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. I am aware of that. Hello does me getting a job mean anything? Relationships are not someone's entire life. Well they are with certain people but that's all on them. And I don't COUNT on others to support me in every crisis, they do it because they're my friend and because they care about me.

(Anonymous) 2003-11-15 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
you, you changed me for the better. at the point of time i found you i was only looking for that which i had grown to expect from a relationship. it took meeting you to make me realize that I needed to change myself.

thank you.

[identity profile] sproutchk.livejournal.com 2003-11-16 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
you're welcome :)