Asking your g'ma for money was hard, and shit happens. But just think that going to school is going to give you a much better start in life than where you are now, and once you get into the industry, you'll be much better off. And at least you're not as fucking stupid as some. You're still learning, we all are. It'll get better.

And woo hoo on the loans! Now give Mike $200 so he can shove it up his ass and finally leave you alone.