Fuck.

[awesomesprout]

I'm not working at the salon anymore.

note to self: Never work for a friend.

Oh.

And I got a letter saying I didn't get financial aid.

So now I'm really fucked.

My last but least likely to happen hope is my student loan.

If I don't get that. Or at least my book voucher ( which is also looking unlikely ), I'm not going to school.

And ONCE AGAIN my plans fall through. Wow, you'd think it'd be a lot easier over time to deal with the fact that I'm failure.

Oh did I say that? Yah well. Fuck it. I feel sorry for myself. Don't care who knows it. Don't care who doesn't like it.

SO what if most of my entries are " oh my life is so horrible. "

Since I alone have to deal with it then yah. It is fucking horrible.

I'm not the only one with problems. But right now. My problems are all that I see.

And until something changes.

Get used to it.

Hugs and I'm sorry's aren't going to help me. While I appreciate the thought. I don't need it.