Sigh...

[awesomesprout]

Well. Something I'd been dreading is finally over. And I finally have peace.

Allen came and got his stuff and we talked. And I got my closure.

It feels really good to just be free of stressing over him. And constantly thinking about the past. And it was nice to finally just sit down and let it all out through talking and crying.

So yes.

And a very appropriate Gwen Stefani song just came on so I'm going to post the lyrics here because they sum up how I feel :)

I have class in half an hour and I'm spending the next couple of nights with Loren.

Now if I can just figure out how to pay my rent. All will be ok.

Also, I WILL be at SF Pride this weekend if anyone is going to be there. I'll be working a booth on Sunday making mixed drinks for about an hour. So I'll post more details as I have them. I may go Saturday too. Not sure though.

Prolly gonna camp out at Loren's and just be gay all weekend :)

And now

Gwen Stefani - Cool Lyrics

It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life...
Passes things get more comfortable
Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles, and now we're hangin' out with your new
girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool