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awesomesprout) wrote2005-01-31 11:08 am
awesomesprout) wrote2005-01-31 11:08 am
sigh.
I'm miserable.
I front that I'm happy but I'm just miserable.
I have a great bf who always wants to be there to fix everything and make me happy. I'm in school. I have a great job.
But all I want to do is stay in bed all day and cry.
I'm just angry all the time. And I feel terrible because I keep taking it out on Loren.
I think I'm just going to go away for a little while. Maybe I'll just go to New York or Seattle or something for a few days. Just be by myself in a place where no one knows me.
No one who knows the problems I have or the things I deal with.
Because what would telling them solve? They can't do anything. They can't help. No one can.
It's my world and I have to live in it. And it sucks.
I front that I'm happy but I'm just miserable.
I have a great bf who always wants to be there to fix everything and make me happy. I'm in school. I have a great job.
But all I want to do is stay in bed all day and cry.
I'm just angry all the time. And I feel terrible because I keep taking it out on Loren.
I think I'm just going to go away for a little while. Maybe I'll just go to New York or Seattle or something for a few days. Just be by myself in a place where no one knows me.
No one who knows the problems I have or the things I deal with.
Because what would telling them solve? They can't do anything. They can't help. No one can.
It's my world and I have to live in it. And it sucks.