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Random thoughts.
Sep. 3rd, 2008 01:07 amI can add " Volunteered for the largest Smash Bros Brawl Game Tournament Ever Held. " to my resume.
Holy crap. 304 little 18 and under hooligans cramped in a room for 15 BO-infused hours is enough to make anyone want to go sterile.
Jaysis.
Also.
I find myself wondering why I feel like I need validation or approval from the people who have hurt me the most in my past.
Like why do I feel like if the douches from my past have negative opinions of me even though I know they're full of shit, I somehow want to go and change their minds. Maybe I just don't like people, no matter who they are, having a false sense of who I am and perhaps the events that were set into motion that caused them to form the opinions they have, not being examined and them having their noses shoved in it, all the while I'm yelling, " Seee! SEE! It wasn't just me! You were a fucked up, douchbag, loser and you did X,Y, and Z and therefore I reacted in this manner. So fuck you for making me the bad guy. "
Nothing really caused this. I just my mind was just wandering.
Hm.
Holy crap. 304 little 18 and under hooligans cramped in a room for 15 BO-infused hours is enough to make anyone want to go sterile.
Jaysis.
Also.
I find myself wondering why I feel like I need validation or approval from the people who have hurt me the most in my past.
Like why do I feel like if the douches from my past have negative opinions of me even though I know they're full of shit, I somehow want to go and change their minds. Maybe I just don't like people, no matter who they are, having a false sense of who I am and perhaps the events that were set into motion that caused them to form the opinions they have, not being examined and them having their noses shoved in it, all the while I'm yelling, " Seee! SEE! It wasn't just me! You were a fucked up, douchbag, loser and you did X,Y, and Z and therefore I reacted in this manner. So fuck you for making me the bad guy. "
Nothing really caused this. I just my mind was just wandering.
Hm.
