Because if I didn't feel like a worthless loser before.
I feel even moreso now.
It's good to know one is so easily replaced by someone's need to rebound ALL the time.
I guess I just wished this time he would have learned and just stayed single for once.
Move on, right?
Stop thinking about it, right?
Hey I'm trying. But you know what? This shit is just getting harder and harder every day.
I'm not a victim. But good god. Why me?
I really always thought I was a good person who deserved good things.
Why did I let ANY of this happen?
I wish I could just hate him.
But I'm not strong enough for that.
I feel even moreso now.
It's good to know one is so easily replaced by someone's need to rebound ALL the time.
I guess I just wished this time he would have learned and just stayed single for once.
Move on, right?
Stop thinking about it, right?
Hey I'm trying. But you know what? This shit is just getting harder and harder every day.
I'm not a victim. But good god. Why me?
I really always thought I was a good person who deserved good things.
Why did I let ANY of this happen?
I wish I could just hate him.
But I'm not strong enough for that.