Fuck.

My grandma gave me a hundred dollars when I was in Reno to buy clothes. I just had to spend 70 of it getting my cable/internet turned back on.

Goddamnit.

I just can't have one moment where I can actually go out and buy something new and nice for myself.

:: Cries ::

Woot.

We went from fuck to woot in a matter of an hour or so.

I have an interview or " Meeting " on friday with the vet I applied to a while back.

THANK YOU DESIREE!!! :)

Hopefully they'll be able to give me enough hours that I can actually survive on just working there.

EVERYONE!!

Hey Guess what?

I'm on the 12 babes of Christmas Nominee list.

So if you like me. And think I'm hot. Or just one or the other.

Put my name in here.

I want a whole lotta nominees.

You can only do one per person ( or I.P. Address ) so no doing multiples :)

Thanks in advance!!

http://www.robont.net/nominate.asp

:: whimper :: Pity pity.

So everyone has plans tonight.

Most people are going to DG.

Loren is going to the Giants game courtesy of his friend's girlfriend having an extra ticket.

And me.

Well.

Tonight I'm sitting at home doing assloads of homework.

ug.

Oh well.

New episode of Laguna Beach tonight! YAY!!! :)

And I'm going to treat myself to pizza.

It ain't bad.

I should probably get some alone time in anyway.

Oh. And my unemployment came. A whopping hundred dollars more than usual because my overpayment is finally paid. Maybe I'll get some clothes after all.

Hey Johanna:

What's your schedule like this week? I'd like to go to a couple thrift stores before the party on Saturday and see if I can get stuff to wear.

LET ME KNOW!!

Bleh.

UGGGGG!!!

I wanna go out!

In the immortal words of the musical Rent:

I WANNA GO OOOOOOUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT TONIGHT!!!! TAKE ME OUUUUUUUTTTTT TONIGHT!

Uggggg..

Stupid freaking homework. Stupid freaking ambition to go to school and actually DO something with my life.

Stupid stupid stupid.

Everyone and there mother is at Death Guild tonight. If I A. Didn't care about starting drama. And B. Knew I wouldn't feel guilty about slacking on my homework.

I'd totally go.

But alas. I'm too anti-confrontation and way too ridden with guilt to do such a thing.

So hi-ho hi-ho it's back to my homework. I go.

And I leave you all with this...

" You've got to stay suspended. If it holds you down, leave it on the ground. Stay suspended. In your life. " - Left of Zed ( woo, hottie john cho ow ow! )

Ug.

So of course, when I'm doing my homework. My already needy cat Keroppi is deciding to be MORE needy. As in, I'm going to sit on whatever you're working on, rub my head against your pen while you're writing, follow you around the house, sit on your chest while you're reading, needy.

It's freakin. 11:50 and I haven't made a dent.

This is me facing the fact that I'm getting little to no sleep tonight.

Oh.

And it REALLY doesn't help that I feel guilty as shit because I'm ignoring the needy king of the house, Keroppi.

My inner-self is like. You know. He's sick. And how bad would you feel if he died and all he wanted from you was a little attention?

FUCKIN SHUT UP ALREADY SELF!! GOD!!!

:: whimper ::

I think I need a bubblebath.

In a world of millions, I'm lonely.

Hold me?