So random mutterings about life...

( My lovely adventure.. )

So Loren has an audition for Who wants to be a millionare. He has to fly to NY and take some test. And if they accept him he stays and does the show.

Now mind you.

Loren's already been on Millionare. He just never made it to the actual chair. Only to the outer ring.

I'm debating if I drown my crippling fear of flying in booze and go with him to see NY for a day.

But I dunno.

Money, work, and life has me stressed.

I feel isolated because of my schedule.

Oh well. Maybe con will be the release I need.

I really need to find a regular release. I'm starting to get angrier and angrier over littler and littler things.

And don't tell me sex. It doesn't help.

Sigh.

I just need something.