
Get your mind out of the gutter.
So I'm at Eric's and just waiting for people to show up for the party. Prolly gonna stay here tonight so I'm not out on the roads with all the drunken freaks. Oh wait. That's me!! Haha.. Joking...
So anyways.. More updates about my day later. Prolly during the party if I get bored or tomorrow when i get home.
My mood has been up and down today. It started off high and hit rock bottom for a while and it's been incresingly getting better.
So. now I'm gonna go eat my taco bell which was an event itself to get. Got a huge free pepsi out of it though. I dare not drink it. It could be laced :) hehe.
And I'm gonna enjoy the last moments of my year 2003.
Love eachother. You may be the last person they see tonight. I love you all. Be happy. Have peace. Eat more veggies. And remember. It's ok to ask for help sometimes.
I love all my friends and the people in my life right now. I've met all of you for a reason and there's a couple of people I'd like to single out for a moment.
Don't get stage fright ya'll. It won't hurt, I promise.
James: I love you. What can I say? You've made my life a learning experience. And tho not always an easy one, i often understand why you do the things you do a little better afterwards. i enjoy being your girlfriend very much and i look forward to spending time down the road with you as such. I'm sorry you're stressed. But remember. Things will get better, you just have to understand we have our good days and our bad. Just stay upbeat and remember people love you. Hell. I can only speak for myself. But you know how I feel about you. You're an amazing, wonderful and beautiful person. Along with intelligent, funny, honest, and caring. You light up a room when you enter it and your eyes still stop me dead in my tracks. I look forward to enjoying the new year with you and being by your side if you'll let me. Just breathe. " I just don't care what you've done with your life.... I'll fly with you and we'll fly away. " - Gigi D'Agostino
Johanna: You've been there for me more than most have even come close in a long time. You've listened to my rants, laughs, and bad jokes. I'm thankful you're there for me and when I finally figure out the best way to show my appreciation all the way though. I will. I'll never forget the things you've helped me with. You and Alex are both wonderul people. Thank you.
Missy: Thank you for also being there for me when I've needed it. You're a beautiful girl and I think you and Dave have a great future together. Enjoy yourselves and eachother.
Dave Webb and Ginger: Thank you guys for also helping me when I needed it. It meant a lot to me.
Bill: I will always be grateful for you staying up and playing dominoes with me. You've taught me a lot and even though you couldn't physically be here all the time you've still been a great friend.
And to everyone else whom I didn't single out. You know who you are. And you're all wonderful people. I have to cut this short because I'm hungry and the party's going to start soon. So remember. I love you all. Stay sane and beautiful though I know it's hard sometimes. I'll continue this later. :: kiss ::