Angry?

Angry? Why should I be angry?

I'm the one who broke the rules. I'm the one who assumed something once again. I'm the one who fucked up. I'm angry. FUCK YAH I'm angry.

I'm angry at myself for wanting more than I'm entitled to.

I'm angry at myself for not being someone I should be.

I'm angry at myself for once again not listening.

So then...

Why do I keep doing it?

Maybe it's cuz I never got angry at myself before.

( I'm going under. )

Props.

I wanna thank icon_goddess for all my nifty new icons! And also anyone else who helped create them! :) Thanks!

Clarification

Ok so like. The previous post ( not the icon one ) wasn't probably what you guys think it's about.

Yes. I do agree with all of you on certain and specific points. And I really appreciate all you guys commenting.

I am not a mind reader. I never will be. And it's so hard to communicate that sometimes even to the most experience communicators.

So from now on. I'll scream everything at the top of my lungs. Who knows. I may make people deaf, but at least I got my point across. :)

Happy Holidays, Ya'll.

My retry.

Ok. So I was rash. I made a stupid decision. I did something I shouldn't have. I didn't think. I reacted.

A small green alien took over my brain. Typed something completely ludacris. And disappeared. That's my story and I'm stickin to it.

If you all hate me. Then I understand.

If you realize that I'm a big ball of hormones, stress and emotions because of uhhh.. the holidays.. then thanks. I owe ya one.

I need to just go to sleep and wake up in the middle of february already.

I'm all kinds of nuerotic right now.

And frankly. I'm being a stupid selfish brat. So yes.

I fucked up.

I'm sorry.

Merry Christmas.