What an idiot!!

I can't believe my ex was this close minded!! What the hell was I thinking? No wonder I was so fucking miserable.

Jessica: YO
Allen: latez
Jessica: lates?
Allen: you sign out
Jessica: no I went invisible so people wouldn't bother me while I talk to you
Allen: oh i see
Allen: what is going on with you ?
Jessica: not much.. maya's here
Allen: oh i see cool
Jessica: yah... so how are you?
Allen: tell her i say hello
Allen: i am ok i guess
Jessica: just ok?
Jessica: maya says hi back
Allen: i am just on atkin and goign to school
Allen: i go back to work soon
Jessica: that's cool... when are you back to work?
Allen: sept 22
Allen: need to start making money
Allen: you konw
Jessica: yah... that's cool
Allen: ar you wokring?
Jessica: not at the moment
Allen: oh what have you been doing?
Jessica: not much
Jessica: just hanging out with a friend.... larping.... doing errands for my grandma
Allen: LARPing??
Allen: what the hell is that ?
Jessica: live action role playing
Jessica: like d and d
Allen: hello no
Jessica: and stuff like that
Allen: is like cult
Jessica: Oh god, you sound like my grandma! It's not a cult... it's a bunch of people standing around in a room talking and keeping a storyline goin
Allen: ahhh i m not sure about a that .
Jessica: dood... you play RPG's... you know how they work
Jessica: Instead of sitting in front of a screen or around a game board playing.. you actually talk and do actions
Allen: yeah i play RPG is game in video game or pC game when you take it to that level is call a cult
Jessica: Allen. Stop being stupid.
Jessica: It's not a cult
Jessica: It's no where near a cult
Allen: cult is a group of ppl that get together ..
Allen: for some intrested.
Allen: that is cult..
Allen: is way of control.
Jessica: No. A cult is A religion or religious sect generally considered to be extremist or false, with its followers often living in an unconventional manner under the guidance of an authoritarian, charismatic leader.
Allen: i am not saying you go out kill ppl
Allen: cult is not a religion..
Jessica: Yes it is!! I got that straight out of the dictionary!!
Allen: well let see do you not with its followers often living in an unconventional manner under the guidance of an authoritarian, charismatic leader.
Allen: while you play that game???
Jessica: Uhm. No.
Jessica: It's more like a play.
Allen: that is what they have you belived
Jessica: There's a story. And there are characters. And the characters perform actions and speak dialogue.
Allen: no one group is going to tell you we are a cult
Allen: so come play with us
Allen: come on now
Allen: yeah that is the point a A religion or religious sect generally considered to be extremist or false, like a bible
Allen: in that since.
Jessica: We don't have a bible. And we don't have a religion.
Allen: There's a story. And there are characters. And the characters perform actions and speak dialogue.
Allen: but you see a speaken bible..
Jessica: Have you lost your mind?
Jessica: Are you really that close minded?
Allen: there is rules to lived buy when you are there.
Allen: they tell yo uthis is not a cult right???
Jessica: Yah. Why don't you just come and watch and then we'll see who knows more about what shall we?
Allen: No that is ok ..
Jessica: Yah. because you know I'm right
Allen: i am not in to that kind of mind control crap..
Jessica: It isn't fucking mind control!
Allen: no i dont want to spend my time there.
Allen: right jess
Jessica: Dood. Fuck you. Whatever.
Jessica: Bye.


Fuckin stupid ass.

Wooo... memories..

So like I made this hella days ago... like last year.. and I thought I'd give it another try...

About Me! :)
1. What's mah name bitch?!
2. Where do I live?
3. How long have you known me?
4. Where did we meet?
5. What colors have you seen my hair?
6. What kind of car do I drive?
7. What kind of music do I like?
8. How many pets do I have?
9. What are their names?
10. Do you know what Gecky is?
11. If you and I had the day off tomorrow what would we do?
12. Have we met in person?
13. Have we talked on the phone?
14. What do you honestly think of me?
15. If there was anything I could improve on, what would it be and why?
16. What's my favorite color?
17. What's my favorite food?
18. Do you think my jokes are funny?
19. When was the last time we hung out?
20. How old am I? ( Hint: look at the question number )?
21. Are you ready for your turn?

All about YOU!

1. Who are you?
2. How old are you?
3. What's your favorite color?
4. What's your favorite food?
5. What kind of car do you drive?
6. Do you have any brothers or sisters?
7. Do you have any pets?
8. What do you do for a living?
9. What do you wanna be when you grow up?
10. What's your favorite day of the week?
11. Have you ever broken any bones?
12. What's your dating status?
13. What do you look like?
14. What's your favorite movie?
15. Do you think you're funny?
16. What do you think is your best quality?
17. What do you look for in a significant other?
18. What's your favorite flower?
19. Wanna hang out?
20. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
21. Boxers, briefs, commando or thongs?

There is much crying to be done.

I have to take my cats to the animal shelter on monday. Today is not going to be a good day.

K....

So you see that survey thing a few entries back? Yah. YOU KNOW YOU WANNA FILL IT OUT!! This is how it works... the " All about me " part is to be done by you folks out there in LJ land and it's to be filled out to see how much you know about me. Now the second part is to be filled out with information about yourselves... You're supposed to do both parts :) Sheesh ;) It's how we all get to know eachother better... :) Yay us!

" Have you heard about that train? That HELLBOUND train.. " - Three Bad Jacks...

Updates updates... Right.. so..

Yesterday I spent the day with my cousin Maya and koga. We had uber fun :) Basically he needed a ride to work so I went and grabbed my cousin and we made a day of it... had some food.. and then dropped the man off... :) And then maya and I went home and got showered and cutified and went to Sun Valley Mall to go shopping....

At the mall my cousin went in torrid and dropped like 800 dollars on clothes... and then we went to Lane Bryant and she dropped another 200 somethin dollars.. She bought me a pair of jeans, a belt, a bracelet, and a sticker for koga :) hehe... So we got home and chilled out.. ate.. watched adult swim and went to bed....

Today we went back to the mall for more torrid and lane bryant... then we went and picked up the man... and we all went and watched the Order with Heath Ledger... I really really liked it... but koga thinks it's gonna bomb because it's too intellectual... but that's fine.. I liked it anyway :) Then he was feeling ill so we dropped him off and Maya and I went to get sushi.. :) Mmmmm Sushiiiii... sweeetttt... :) Today at the mall maya got me a really awesome rockabilly cd called " Billy " at Torrid.. I was like... :: drool :: :) I like RB a lot :) and I got some cute new underwear too :) Woo hoo :) :: does the cute new underwear dance ::

So now we're home and yes... that's it folks :) Not too much happenin.. my cousin is gonna be chillen with the family this weekend and I'm going to be saying goodbye to my baby kitties... sigh... well.. latas ya'll....