" You have only been gone 10 days.. but already, I'm wasting away... " - Incubus

Wellll :) Looks like I should update since I haven't done it in a while :0 ) Yay :)

Right so let's see here :)

Thursday:

So yes... I had another WONDERFUL 5am shift to get up for... so I get up at around 4:45 am to my cell phone ringing.... It's allen... hmm... I'm like.. that's random... So I talk to him and I ask him if it was him who posted in my journal about MM and stuff... he said yes... he started crying... he said the missed me... I told him to come by later in the day after I've gotten some sleep and we'll hang out...

So I go to work... Stare at wall for like 4 hours... and come home and eat the most burger king I think I've ever eaten in my life for breakfast :) I was soooo hungry... Then I pass out asleep and wake up to allen calling me at like noon. he says he's gonna come over and he needs directions... so I tell him how to get here and pass out asleep again :)

So at about 1:30 I wake up to my roommate yelling " Jessica!! Are you alive up there?! " ... I was like.. YES!! WHAT!!! " there's someone here for you " ohhhh it's allen!! " ok I'll tell him to go up there "... so I'm all like... not.. enough.. sleep... oh well.. So we hang out for a little while and talk... mainly about what's been going on... the MM.. how allen misses me... how he wants to get back together.. just not right now which is perfectly fine with me... he's talkin in like 2 years.. so that's fine... if it happen then it happens.. I make no promises.. We decide to go and get some food and chill for a bit... We head over to Porky's pizza in San leandro and get a whole bunch of food :) YAY LEFTOVERS!! :) hehe... Then we went across the street to clancy's and got some ice cream... then we headed back to my place and hung out for a little more and then allen had to go cuz he was leaving for a week to go camping today so... yes.. he needed to pack n stuff...

So then after he left I went downstairs to read some more harry potter.. I'm such a tard.. I still haven't finished the book!! ARG!! :) hehe... So then I found out Beth, the girl who had the room I have before me, was coming over... so she came over and we all chilled in the living room for a while... they smoked out and we all watched the world's strongest woman competition... oh man.. some of those girls are like beautiful! So then we decided to get dinner and we all piled into the car and got KFC... mmm :) And came back and watched more t.v. while we ate... good stuff...

So then Beth left and I decided to do my laundry... I did so much that it took til like 2:30am for it all to be dry :) oops :) hehe.. but It was great finally having sheets that were clean on my bed and having clean clothes... so I talked to allen online for a bit and then I went to bed..

Friday:

So this morning... I woke up at 4:45am and allen called me to see that I was awake :) so sweet :) and then I got ready for work and left.. oh man.. since I didn't get to get all my needed sleep yesterday cuz allen came over I was soooo tired this morning.. I was like falling asleep at work... so then 4 hours later I came home and ate the rest of the leftover pizza... I put on my charlotte church cd ( she's an opera singer for those of you who don't know ) and like... PASSED THE FUCK OUT!! :) hehe.. yes :) So then I woke up at like 3pm to allen calling me telling me he has my mail... so I told him I'd get it later... Then I went back to sleep and woke up at 6 :) My roomie made some yummy food and I watched conan o brian again... oh my god... lastnight's episode had me on the floor laughing my ass off.... it was soo funny... So yes... not sure what I'm doing this weekend.. if anything... so that's my life :) Woot! :) hehe

" I like my men the same way I like my trance: Strong, fast and hard.... " - Me

Ahhh yes... life is good
If I had more money, life would be better
If we lived in a money-less society, life would be perfect :)

So I went to In n Out today in union city ( and along with what looked like the entire city of hayward having the same idea... long ass line ) and as I was driving home... I thought I'd come home and write a list of things in life that make me happy and help me to appreciate all life has to offer :)

These are a few of my favorite things.... :)

Ice cream
Tattoos
Kissing
Snuggling
Holding Hands
Touching
Beautiful Eyes
Smiles
Laughter
Being on the beach with someone you love/are in love with/really really like
Making love
Sex
Waking up next to someone you've spent and amazing night with.... and that doesn't necessarily mean having sex... just bonding
Emotional bonding
Muscles
Hot import boys
Import cars
Boys who can drive a stick
Hot boys in general
Hot girls
Sleeping in
Spontaneous outings
Cartoons
British comedy
Bass that makes you close your eyes and feel the music
Mental orgasms
Orgasms in general
Being in love
Being loved
Feeling wanted
Being told you're beautiful
First kisses
Beating a video game
DDR!
Road trips
Not having plans and just spending time out of the house enjoying people's company
Belly Buttons
Secrets whispered in your ear of plans
Knowing that you made someone's day
Spending hours in a bookstore
Dancing
Singing in the car
Baths either alone or with a nice warm person wrapped around you
Showers either alone or shared with someone
Kitties that greet you when you get home
Purring
Those special moments that feel like they will never end
Driving
Inside jokes
Teddy bears
Gummy candy
Pearl drinks
Knowing that someone is checking you out
Doing something that people told you you'd never be able to do
and finally.... kicking someone's ass in a race :) Woot woot :)


So yes :) That's it for now : ) Harry Potter beckons! :)