Eh.. why not...

*. . . W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R . . .*
1) pierce your nose or tongue? Tongue.. I plan on doing it soon actually..
2) be serious or be funny? Funny duh... at least.. I think I'm funny..
3) drink whole or skim milk? Whole... I mean come on.. if I had wanted water...

* . . . A R E Y O U . . .*
4) simple or complicated? Simple.. But people don't seem to realize this

* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
5) flowers or angels? Angels. Flowers die.
6) grey or gray? I always spell it both ways cuz my ass can't spell..
7) color or black-and-white photos? Depends on the picture.. if it's a serious picture like... a landscape or something then black and white.. otherwise.. color!
8) lust or love? Love. I'm tired of lust.
9) sunrise or sunset? Sunset.. cuz it mean's the fun is just beginning
10) M&Ms or Skittles? Both. I wuv my candy! :) Hmm... :: thinks of target discount :: Maybe I'll go get some candy...
11) rap or rock? YOYO YO!! RAP!!
12) staying up late or waking up early? See that's funny cuz I do both.. I stay up late and then I have to wake up early... it sucks :)
13) TV or radio? Uhm. I wike to wook at the pwetty pictures...
15) eating apples or oranges? Eeples and baneenees :)

* . . . A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y . . . *
16) Do you have a crush? Yah. Is it undoubtedly going to end up as just being a waste of time and energy? Yes. Sigh.
17) Who is it? They know who they are. And I always seem to go for the things I can't have.

* . . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . . *
18) being hot or cold? COLD!! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD COLD!!
19) tall members of the opposite sex? Hell yah! :) I heart tall guys..
20) sun or moon? Moon... cuz seeing the moon means there's stars!YAY!
21) emeralds or rubies? Sapphire and diamonds. Green and red mean things that only equal heartbreak.
22) left or right? Uhm. Right seems to be my stronger side, especially for fighting and martial arts... but I write with my left.
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? 10 acquaintances becuase they could end up being best friends. Even best friends start off as acquaintances.
24) sun or rain? Rain. It's nature's beauty comin down.
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? Ameretto. Vanilla and chocolate are boring.
26) boys or girls? They both seem to be pissing me off right now so neither. Fuck em all!
27) green beans or carrots? Both! :) Vitamins people!!
28) low fat or fat free? LOW FAT!!

* . . . M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . . *
29) What is your biggest fear in the world? Dying without feeling like I've accomplished anything and the people I love most not knowing I love them.
30) Kids or no kids? None. Not now anyway... who knows maybe in the future but right now give me pets over kids any day!
31) Cat or dog? KITTY! :)
32) Half empty or half full? Half full and that means now I gotta walk my ass downstairs and fill it up some more...
33) Mustard or ketchup? Hmm.... neither :)
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books? Depends on how badly I want the book...
35) Newspaper or magazine? Both! :)
36) Sandals or sneakers? Flippy flops :)
37) Wonder or amazement? uhm. I seem to be full of both.
38) Red car or white car? Uhm. White so my ass doesn't get pulled over.
39) Happy and poor or sad and rich? Ok I don't know about ya'll but I can be rich and pretty freakin happy...
40) Singing or dancing? DDRing!
41) Corduroy or plain? What's plain? Non stripey or what?
42) Happy or sad? I once again seem to experience both on a regular basis
43) Blondes or brunettes? Uhm. Both?

* . . . A B O U T Y O U . . . *
What time is it? 12:15
Full name? Jessica Linn McCarthy
Nicknames: Sprout, Snowpea, Sing Mui, Sprinkles, Gecky, Dork, Jess, Jessie Linn, Jess freak cuh, hey you! With the hair!!
Names and ages of siblings? Hmm let's try none!
Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? 21... sigh.
Date that you regularly blow them out? November 26th. But it varies because I can't ever seem to celebrate my birthday ON my birthday.. Stupid fuckin thanksgiving.
Pets? MAH KITTIES!! :) MROW!!
Height? 5'7.
Eye color? Brown, red, green, and gold
Hair color? Brown, red, gold, blonde
Piercings? Ears... 2 in each lobe and 2 in my left cartilage

* . . . W H A T D O Y O U W A N T . . . *
Where do you want to live? Wherever I find happiness
How many kids do you want? No more than 2.
What kind of job do you want? Zoologist. Or something that works with animals. Or a famous beat kickin DJ.
Do you want to get married? Eh. Who knows.

* . . . W H I C H I S B E T T E R . . . *
2 doors or 4 (on a car)? 2. Cuz it means it's possibly a fast car
Coffee or ice cream? PSH! ICE CREAM FOO! CHECK IT!
Shampoo or conditioner? Conditioner.. It makes my hair soft
Bridges or tunnels? Bridges cuz they often go past some cool stuff...
One pillow or two? like 5.. :)

* . . . W O R D A S S O C I A T I O N . . . * (first thing that comes to mind)
Rock? Wrestling.
Green? Beetle.
Crying? Sigh
Peanut? Mr. Hanky
Roses? Not in a long time
Summer? Heat
Winter? Happiness



Alright yay. So that was fun.
So yesterday was my first day of real work at target.. It went surprisingly well... I had fun and the time passed really quickly which is always good. Then I went to my grandma's and like passed out... I was really tired. Then I ate dinner and went home. At 10:15 I " kidnapped " Jahi to go and see 28 days later... which was a lot better than I thought it was going to be. I suggest you all go and see it. then we went to denny's for a late night snack and I took him home. Then I came home and made plans to hang out with Aki on tuesday.... .so yes ;)

So i've decided to make an entry tonight when I get back on my ideal man. So until then. Peace, love, and the will to go on.

My ideal man.....

Well ok here goes... this is what my ideal man would be like....


White, Asian or possibly black
between 5'7 and 6'7 feet tall
Has a job
Can drive
Is between 21 and 29 years old
lives no more than 30 - 45 minutes away
Doesn't necessarily need a car but would be nice
Either lives on his own or has laid back parents or roommates
Likes animals
likes to smile
has a nice smile
has pretty eyes
doesn't mind being tickled
can be either gentle or rough but never too much of either
doesn't hate starbucks
can stay up late at times
Isn't allergic to animals
Is intelligent
Likes video games
likes to dance
likes to sing
is clean
is organized
is sane
no psycho ex's
no drama
has a sense of humor
is willing to try new things
likes anime
likes road trips
doesn't mind silent moments
likes the same kinds of music I do
doesn't need to drink to have a good time
doesn't smoke like a chimney
doesn't do drugs heavily or at all
likes toys
likes to spend time with me
doesn't mind if i call more than once in a day just to talk
likes to talk
can actually start a conversation and keep it going so I don't always have to be the one to do it
likes to just do things on a whim
likes tattoos
likes piercings
doesn't mind just spending the day in the house watching movies and gaming
is slightly competitive
doesn't mind making an ass of themselves in public
doesn't go out of their way to be an ass in public
likes to play
likes surprises
likes to surprise
makes an effort to get to know me
makes a effort to get me to know them
can be goofy
can be serious at times
doesn't always care what people think about them
doesn't make fun of me
likes to cuddle
doesn't mind me being agressive at times
isn't passive about everything
has goals
is skinny
is sorta buff
is good looking
is a good dresser
can take a compliment
can give a compliment
gets along with my friends
likes import cars
can drive a stick ( guys who drive sticks are sexy )
possibly drives a modded out import
doesn't want me to change unless I want to change
knows how to give encouragement
knows how to make me laugh when I'm sad or mad
doesn't try to control me
doesn't tell me what to do
respects my decisions
can make a decision when asked to and doesn't always say " whatever you wanna do "
can spoil me from time to time
lets me spoil him from time to time
doesn't expect sex all the time
likes to kiss
is openly affectionate
can share his feelings openly
doesn't hide emotions
is honest
is open
someone who doesn't always want me to make the fist move
someone who calls me just to talk
doesn't get jealous easily
can teach me new things
is patient
isn't a psycho road rage person
is sensitive when the time is right
someone who would hold my hair when I was sick
someone who'd take care of me if I needed it
someone who asks for help when needed
someone who can take a joke
someone who does equal work in the relationship
someone who doesn't mind doing some chores
someone who doesn't bitch about shopping
someone who is open sexually
someone who is faithful
someone I can trust
someone who trusts me
someone who doesn't let others affect their goals but instead let's their life build around the goal at hand
someone who's open minded about things and people
is interested in other cultures
and yes... that's all I can think of right now :) hehe

so basically yes... too much to ask for? I think not