Hedwig and the Angry Inch - Wig in a Box

On nights like this
When the world's a bit amiss
And the lights go down across the trailer park
I get down
I feel had
Feel on the verge of going mad
Then it's time to punch the clock

I put on some make-up
Turn on the tape deck
And put the wig back on my head
Suddenly, I'm Miss Midwest Midnight
Checkout Queen
Untill I head home
And I put myself to bed

I look back on where I'm from
Look at the woman I've become
And the strangest things seem
Suddenly routine
I look up from my Vermouth on the rocks
A gift-wrapped wig still in the box
Of towering velvetine

I put on some make-up
Some LaVern Baker
And pull the wig down from the shelf
Suddenly, I'm Miss Behive 1963
Until I wake up and I turn back to myself

Some girls they got natural ease
They wear it any way they please
With their french tip curls
And perfume magazines
Wear it up, let it down
This is the best way that I found
To be the best you've ever seen

I put on some make-up
Turn on the 8-track
I'm pulling the wig down from the shelf
Suddenly, I'm Miss Farrah Fawcett from TV
Until I wake up and I turn back to myself

Shag, bi-level, bob, Dorothy Hamill do
Sausage curls, chicken wings
It's all because of you
With your blow-dried feather back
Toni home wave too
Flip, 'fro, frizz, flop
It's all because of you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you

Ok, everybody
I put on some make-up
Turn on the 8-track
I'm pulling the wig down from the shelf
Suddenly, I'm this punk rock star
Of stage and screen
And I ain't never
I'm never turning back

rock bottom

this is the first time in my life I've ever felt so low. This is the first time in my life I've ever had suicidal thoughts. Please somebody help me..... please god......

The new plan..

After much sobbing... talking to the suicide help line guy... and thinking... this is what I'm prolly gonna do.... I'm gonna go on craigslist and prolly just move in with a roommate.. this being alone stuff is just too hard for me... and I can't take it right now... so either I'll stick with my studio and have someone move in there with me or just cancel the studio and look for a roommate...