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Ok well... yay... another day gone by in my lonely miserable life... talked to allen a little bit about how unhappy I am most of the times... also had a talk with him about possibly moving out on my own for a little while... we'll see.. le sigh.. not a damn thing going on for halloween so far... and I have a really cool costume this year too... ah well... nothing ever goes on for my holidays any way...dunno why I thought this year would be different... so... anywho... not much else is going on.... just really depressed all the time nowadays... ah well... blah... blah... blah.... who knows.. maybe this is just a down time to let me rest for some amazingly great thing to happen! we'll see...