Everytime you masterbate a kitten somewhere dies....

Hmmm... so yeah... I think the whole paxil unhappiness is gone.. I'm up to 20 mg.. and with only a little panic attack I actually feel normal again... It's a nice feeling... it gives me hope that I can get over all this mental crap... so I cleaned today... it felt good to finally clean a little bit of my apt... the bathroom, living room and kitchen to be exact... Well... Maya met Melissa today and I hope all goes well... I know that I acted like a total freakin bitch and I'm really sorry if I hurt or offended anyone... I hope Maya doesn't hate me and I hope everything goes well for her cuz I know she has that new job and stuff.. I'd like to still be friends with you Maya if that's ok with you... and I am sorry... I only want you to be happy and I totally overreacted... if not that's ok too and I totally understand.. Well. anywho... hope all is well with everyone and I will update again either tomorrow or later... seeyas!