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awesomesprout) wrote2004-08-16 02:42 am
awesomesprout) wrote2004-08-16 02:42 am
I don't know how to label pain.
It's over.
Loren and Mariese are together.
I really just want to be alone for a while. I appreciate any sympathy given in advance and I apologize if I disappear for a while or don't talk to anyone.
The hardest part..... is having the one person who hurt you the most tell you they don't want you to go home.
I had to wait til he was asleep.
He wanted me to stay because he was worried about me driving home. I don't think he understood how much it was tearing me apart to lay there next to him while he slept knowing that it was the last time.
I told him I couldn't see him ever again. He told me he wasn't going to let me leave his life and walk away entirely. I'm too good of a friend.
I told him I didn't know if I still be his friend and that if things changed I'd let him know.
I feel like such a fool.
Loren and Mariese are together.
I really just want to be alone for a while. I appreciate any sympathy given in advance and I apologize if I disappear for a while or don't talk to anyone.
The hardest part..... is having the one person who hurt you the most tell you they don't want you to go home.
I had to wait til he was asleep.
He wanted me to stay because he was worried about me driving home. I don't think he understood how much it was tearing me apart to lay there next to him while he slept knowing that it was the last time.
I told him I couldn't see him ever again. He told me he wasn't going to let me leave his life and walk away entirely. I'm too good of a friend.
I told him I didn't know if I still be his friend and that if things changed I'd let him know.
I feel like such a fool.
How annoying...
Mr. Anonymous, it's obvious that Jessica is okay with your previous post so just reveal yourself already and stop playing games!
Gracias!
-Another P.V.H.S. grad, c/o 2001
Re: How annoying...