what has been going on with you two. were you boyfriend/girlfriend? who is this guy and how did you meet him? why were you with a guy that already had a girlfriend? why were you waiting on something that you knew, in your heart, would turn out like it did? look at yourself. you've never been stable. ever. even when you thought you were stable, you weren't. why not vere away from having a boyfriend and concentrate on yourself and your well-being?